tantalizing sultry      



Thursday, April 27, 2006

it's today i realised,
i have very un-spontaneous friends. haha -.-

10:53:00 PM


Chris Rock nailed it when he said that
asking how her day went renders a 45-minute conversation.
most women love to talk,
and if you give them the ammo,
they won't stop.
it's not that we don't care about what they have to say;
it's just that we don't need to hear every minute detail.

hahaha.
i dont know why but i find all these soo funnyy-
maybe cause i'm simply guilty of it hahaha. :X

9:20:00 PM


women have this instinctive tic that makes them
want to groom us anytime they want
and make our personal belongings theirs

hahaha.
soo true...
(at least for me) hahahaa.. :))

9:16:00 PM


little short rants with trish :)

we're sinking floating on the same boat.

smiles to the same plight
and grits teeth to the annoying guys -.-

12:24:00 AM


like a shock absorber, everything's absorbed.
it disappears into thin air, yet all's not resolved.

12:06:00 AM


and i keep screaming,
and crying
out to you.

in one direction,
like a river
does it flow.

12:01:00 AM


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

and i wash my hands off of you.

that little glimmer of hope,
that i clung on to so tight-

'poof',


just almost.

11:02:00 PM



































HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FEL! :)

9:56:00 PM


Sunday, April 23, 2006






















these are the people that
really keep you going.

i love :)

; and it obviously shows we rarely take pictures


8:36:00 PM


lets see what's new today?

1) i'm pissed
2) piles of untouched work
3) not prepared for econs test tomorrow

and i bought a hilfiger bag,
of which i realised.....

maybe i don't really like after all.



well done jun.
you deserve a.............

-pat on the back

7:52:00 PM


well,
did i ask too much, more than a lot?
you gave me nothing,
now it's all i got.
we're one,
but we're not the same.
well we,
hurt each other,
then we do it again.


-

you ask me to enter,
well then you make me crawl.

10:47:00 AM


Saturday, April 22, 2006

a veneer of love
or is the mind sailing to the horizon?

11:16:00 PM


Friday, April 21, 2006

breakfast at ten with joan.

then.........................................................................................



:)

tired.
and need to wake early. -poof!

11:10:00 PM


dance today was cancelled YET ONCE AGAIN :)

uhm. so no dance for 2 solid weeks so far :))
last monday - see the doctor.
friday was a GOOD friday :)
monday cancelled, wednesday we were "excused"
and today !

but track on wednesday made my legs
ACHE like crazy (up till today)
and it seems to get more ache-ish as the days go by..

furthermore today's pe................

P A I N :(

10:56:00 PM


hello you, how was the rest?
you made it through, but nevertheless.
i got you out on a wire.
you be love
and i’ll be a liar.

smile big for everyone,
even when you know what they’ve done.


10:09:00 PM


Thursday, April 20, 2006

sweet conversations ;

-
enticing :)






love.

10:32:00 PM


i love to eat-

plunging yummy food down my tummy,
makes my stomach all smiley! :))

9:28:00 PM


ugh. the other tagboard was
constantly being spammed.

-


class photo taking today.
it forever turns out ugly.

what's new? :o

8:54:00 PM


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

omg. read today's 'home' section.

10:57:00 PM


chimps should just learn to shut their mouth up.

went for track today.
haha.

and geog test was a mess.

time for my bath :)

9:19:00 PM


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

it's already eleven thirthy!!!
time to go offline and do some lit homework.
morning train time is dedicated to geog revision :)

OFF i go--

11:29:00 PM


you're looking for something you can't find
if you give it up, you'll lose your mind
there's always something in your way
what can you say?
you're gonna have good day.

-


yeah.
cause despite the test which i'm totally not prepared for
and lit homework which i've yet to touch
and geog as well..

i'd like to remind myself tomorrow's wednesday
and i end at 130 :)
we're supposed to have dance?
but i'll be ignorant about it ;)


10:52:00 PM


"Darkness cannot drive
out darkness; only
light can do that.
Hate cannot drive
out hate; only
love can do that"



nice eh? (:

_______________________________

just got home.
geog test tomorrow and ALL of us are gonna fail!
hahaha. it's comical i swear..
it comforts me to know i'm not the only one. :X

and i failed math class test.
HAHA. what a surprise :O


-

studied with andrew in school.
a fruitful solid 1 hour+ in the library before it closed.
then dinner.


'i know a little secret.
my lips are always positive'


_______________________________

argh.
silly mark was in the process of replying me halfway
yesterday when his phone got
CONFISCATED!!!
-gasps-

till saturday will he get it back :(


-

GOTTA GO BATHE AND SLEEP SOON!
need a fresh mine for my awaited to-be-failed-test :O

10:20:00 PM


Monday, April 17, 2006

lately everything i see is painted blue-
oh baby i've been dying,
baby i've been missing you.

____________________________

the mind runs wild.
sanity rests with just the sound of the voice.



-

ggrah.
i'm tired -.-

11:34:00 PM


no dance today :)
and math test was a goner :(

i like so you think you can dance :)
i thought the first few episodes were bad though..

and i wanna learn salsa :)
it's sexy :)

i asked mark.

M: "NO!"
J: "but why?"
M: "i can't dance!"
J: "that's why there are dance classes right?"
M: "okay."

:)))))

yayy!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

but i have a huge feeling we will never go for it.
(he aint the keenest)
furthermore now is a super wayy off timing.

bleah.

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES AT 10PM! :)
so much to wanting to study :/


9:43:00 PM


i close my eyes and count to ten

12:01:00 AM


Sunday, April 16, 2006

drastic measures for my hair is currently needed.

i have before

-bangs
-permed
-rebonded
-bob
-short hair

tempted to rebond again.
perming plus naturally wavy hair PLUS a fat face is disastrous.
bangs arent for my short forehead
and bob's simply make me look beyond bad.
in conclusion all were bad but rebonding was the closest to normalism.

but before any decisions made,
i super need to cut my fringe.

but where's huihui my only trusty hairdresser?:(
(only back in december)

WHYYY!!!!!!!
-roars

11:46:00 PM


and to think i cabbed home
with the intention to study!

:O

11:31:00 PM


-gasps at the thought of school


dreadful. but
drops dead at the thought of dance.

__________________________________


resuscitation
please;

11:22:00 PM


tender lip buns press against-
the ingression of something sweet that strayed.

10:42:00 PM


i have to constantly pinch myself,
to know that it's actually real :)

certainly a blissful weekend.
seemingly the best one yet.

9:35:00 PM


to God's little blessing from up above:)


cheers to NINE!
(and a day delayed, to it)

upcoming tests:
a day away and the other on wednesday.
to study, i have yet. :S

9:04:00 PM


Saturday, April 15, 2006

so what's it going to take for you to realize
that it all could go away
in one blink of an eye

-

i'm the question
and you of course the answer

9:28:00 AM






























a jittery night-

woke at an early early of
seven plus am.

__________________________________________________________________


when our kite lines first crossed we tied them into knots.
and to finally fly apart
we had to cut them off.

since then it's been like a book you read in reverse
and you understand less as the pages turn.

8:28:00 AM


Friday, April 14, 2006

please come back home

i'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating.

10:27:00 PM


:]




i thank the Lord,
Amen.

indeed,
a good friday.


*inside man

10:12:00 PM


Thursday, April 13, 2006

little miss forlorn

10:04:00 PM


just came home.

met aud :)
love.

had our furious rants.
and pw results today-

and everyone's gonna have a
good friday tomorrow

but me.
like ms ng says,

TATA~

9:51:00 PM


Wednesday, April 12, 2006


i'm super tired.

11:46:00 PM


it takes two hands to clap.
i'm clapping,

what about you?

11:36:00 PM



everyone says it's best
but my heart thinks otherwise*

just came back from parkway.
met jas.
only realised today that my bus ride back from parkway
is shorter than my walk home o.0

10:59:00 PM


try to look at me
and really see my heart

do you expect me
to believe i'm gonna let us fall apart?
i can feel you near me
even when you're far away

i can feel you baby-

it's not supposed to hurt this way

i need you
more and more each day*


6:54:00 PM


Tuesday, April 11, 2006


8:02:00 PM


and if you chose to walk away
i'd still be right here waiting
searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

supposed to meet jas today
but i'm just in no mood.
thank God yingzhi asked to meet her today.

4:55:00 PM


she now lies alone.
make believe he'd be back,
that he'd come back.

but she knew
he would never come back to her.

her heart is now hollow,
empty
and weak.

she has lost
everything.

4:03:00 PM


Monday, April 10, 2006

i'm not going to school tomorrow.
well, it wasn't by choice.
but since chance dropped on me, choiceless,
i'll gladly accept it.

well, it's some, you can say, heath problems,
that have been bothering me since february.
due to the laziness,
lack of time
and the hesitance of spending the extra money
(for the third time, for the same problem...)
it was delayed till now.
though i thought time would just let it subside......
but no.
so there.

and jolly(?) now i have some time for myself.
though it might make things worse for me but
that front,
is tiring,
though it helps, distract.

ugh.
it was all self-interest.
but in the end, nothing but detrimental.
so i'll just absorb all the costs, and try to live with it.
and just perhaps........ move along.

life can suck my f*ing foot.
and i'm soo gonna fail the lit test.
and i'll miss the very first 118 class outing. oh well...

11:20:00 PM


when everything is wrong we move along
when everything is wrong, we move along
along, along, along

when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i know you do
and even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through

right back what is wrong
we move along

11:16:00 PM


Sunday, April 09, 2006

i've got some imperfections
but how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

9:12:00 PM


Thursday, April 06, 2006

and so yesterday went back to sn with jas.
then at 6, met aud :)
(the long awaited!)
i've not met her (apart from zouk night) this whole year,
and we used to meet like everyday la!
then three hours after,
cand cand came!! after training :)
and jol came only at like, almost 10.

missed those days
when i used to just hang and hang
and hang with them practically everyday:)

but what's more exciting is that baby's coming out..
TOMORROW!!!
after three long weeks-

jumps up and down*

you have no idea how i'll look forward to this friday
DESPITE the most hated dance -.-
it's like, MAJOR contrast,
between love,
and hate.

9:05:00 PM









































stupid jas pushed me insanely on the swing!! grr..
(and it's superrr low cause it's for primary kids?
and like my feet kept hitting the dam floor la! -.-)

and... i managed to sneak into my sec1 classroom:) 1 HOPE it was then! :)
(and it's purple now!:o) back in the year 2000 man.. i'm friggin old! :o
and the insanely noisy peacocks that wailed nonstop during our school years
and during our O's as well ggah.
our favourite red bridge in primary school where we used to play
like ohh soo often :)
and the glorious food which is like the best in singapore i swear..
the food is what draws us back oh so often HAHA.
uhm... and soo much more.
ARGH. miss those days -weeps-

8:41:00 PM


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

who's to say what's impossible
well they forgot
this world keeps spinning
and with each new day i can feel a change in everything
and as the surface breaks reflections fade
but in some ways they remain the same
and as my mind begins to spread its wings
there's no stopping curiosity

i want to turn the whole thing upside down
i'll find the things they say just can't be found
i'll share this love i find with everyone
we'll sing and dance to mother nature's songs
i don't want this feeling to go away

9:14:00 PM


Monday, April 03, 2006

i love joan (:
(she made me add that) HAHA

11:27:00 PM



























met dearest cand today for a super short while.
have i not told you i love her?:)

we go wayyyy back :)
-

only today did she know how i felt back then those days...
when she CONSTANTLY attacked me with her cam.
-snigger

and today dance was BEYOND BAD.
let me repeat,
BEYOND.
i HATE the dam mf*ing instructer UGH trust me when i say
-breathes- okay nuff now...
hush jun..................................................................


11:07:00 PM


Sunday, April 02, 2006

i can never stick my ass at home for long.
went out just now again.

and i'm going to jog later at nine.
and to think it's been a year PLUS 4 months since i last jogged at my house area :o
and at this hour........

i'm tired.!
yes, i said i was gonna get some rest and recuperate.
but apparently, i have yet to. ugh.
i've not done my homework apparently.. and....
after my jog i'm going to bed!
four hours of sleep last night just ain't right!

and i miss mark soonie soonie keng hou soon! :'(
i wanted to smuggle him home :l
ARGH.

8:25:00 PM


you've caught me right where i wanted-

and the feelings, so sweet
it tinkles...



























woke up at an early of 521am!
i took over an hour to get ready and was late.
so i took a cab down to bishan
then took a train.
the train ride itself was about an hour la!
omg. boonlay is SERIOUSLY dammmmm farrrrr 0.0

BUT NOT TO WORRY
CAUSE IT WAS ALLL WORTH IT! :)

stayed there about four hours.
his dad, mom, aunt, uncle and child were there too.
and so was Lee Hsien Long and family.
cause obviously his son was there, DUH...
and yes, mark's proud to be a friend of his son, Lee Hong Yi (if i remembered correctly) :o
haha..


the humour, it tickles..

and so i left unwillingly and went to meet my family for lunch!
then it was carrefour for grocery shopping :)
and home sweet home!
shall get some rest soon.
only had 4 hours of sleep last night grr..

but jun's back a happy person:)
and i'm counting down to friday (impatiently though..)
NOW HOLLA IF YA FEEL ME:D
-prances around


3:13:00 PM


Saturday, April 01, 2006

you are the stars and i the empty sky-

2:32:00 PM

















































mika!
aud's beyond cute pup from serene!:D

1:29:00 PM


HAPPY APRIL FOOLS (:

skipped dance on friday(:
went over to jas's house.
then over to aud's.

we were all supposed to go chill somewhere nice.
but all decided to go zouk instead.
i was the deciding factor cause i was in friggin shorts tee and havaianas!
plus the hugest crumpler existing which was filled to the brim.

therefore i was both physically and mentally not prepared.
(it was 8+ when we were contemplating la!)
and i had some cash shortages as well.
but i just decided to go in the end.
(all of us were super underdressed cause we did not anticipate this
last minute arrangement HAHA)
since after our years of friendship,
i still have yet to club with yingzhi and cia.
imagine that!

so yes,
i borrowed aud's clothes! haha
and apprently her feet are too big for me THEREFORE
i wore them slippers of mine haha. :o

OKAY! so aud jas cia and i cabbed down to zouk first.
then jol yz angie came to join us later.
we had a surprise guest!
CANDICE CHUA!
(yes i've not seen her in AGES. aud too!)
so my little wish of seeing them all, finally, came true:D
but they all left about 1am.
i then was left with cand, syl plus friend.
CAUSE SYL CAN DRIVE!:D
and drove me home:)
yay! haha.

the music was bad though.
BOTH zouk and phuture.

OH WELL!
i was happy with the company :)
AND IT'S A SATURDAY AND I HAVE NO PLANS! haha..

1:06:00 PM