"Sometimes, I think that people will never cease to amaze me with their stupidity. With such a sweeping statement, I suppose I also am inadvertently referring to myself. The common excuse given to mistakes made would be "I can't help it..." or "it is unavoidable" or inescapable or whatnot. Unfortunately, I happen to not quite be a great fan of fatalism so, really, such reasons are written off as cock-and-bull in my book. Honestly, if you'd really regretted something as much as you claimed to, you would try to avoid repeating the same mistake at all costs, right? Unless, of course, you were either: a) lying, b) plain fickle, or c) really dumb. And I really don't know which is worst.
Also, if you have been duped once, you should technically not be deceived twice according to the once bitten twice shy syndrome. Yet why do I always place my heart and faith in places where they shouldn't be? It feels like I have been foolishly serving my heart up on a platter just for it to be thrown back at me over and over again - and why? Am I wrong to give others the benefit of the doubt? Is there really no hope left in the world - or maybe I exaggerate - is there really no hope left in some people? I've shied away from thinking so because I have always painted the people I care about in as good a light as I can manage, sometimes beyond reason, thinking that the world will be a better place if everybody would just trust more and doubt less. But I woke up today and found myself slapped in the face without even realizing it, needing somebody to point out to me how painful the slap exactly is. I can't decide if I just never do learn from my mistakes (i.e. being stupid) or if I'm just too trusting for my own good (once again, being arguably stupid). It is like I was created in a rush and a step was skipped in the process - the step that instills common sense and suspicions and some modicum of intuition in a person." quote and unquoted.
couldnt resist pasting this on my blog owing to my mutual feelings with whats written up and abovee
source: http://dalena.blogspot.com
11:10:00 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
i know of people who lead wretched lives
that induces not empathy but rather, abhorrence.
it really makes you wanna look them in the face and tell them
"you're pathetic."
because,
well, they are.
haa.
you are.:)
drawing myself away from this relentlessness,
i shall announce thee exuberant me i have been for the past few days:))
im only afraid that there might be a plunge from tomorrow on.
but who cares? cause there's this one aspect im
definitely elated about:DD
yayy!!!
8:07:00 PM
ive turned almost nocturnal.
its about time i start tuning my body clock back to how it should be.
SO! im gonna turn in, n-o-w :]
1:12:00 AM
i find this very disturbing but!
by just starring at the pictures i swiped from season6, smallville,
i have this urgeee to watch smallville from where i leftoff--
the part where it became too draggy and mundane for my liking.
and this guyy, just might be able to make a little twist in my opinion;
the one i stood by for, as long as 3 seasons or so. haha.the things mrsuaves can do HURR:}
12:45:00 AM
 TADAAAA!!!
isnt he gorgeous?:}}
yess im most certainly suffering from an immense amount of boredom.
nevertheless since my precious days are numbered,
i shall enjoy this boredom.:}
im pretty torn between feeling regretful yet,
not.
since there's no turning back,
i'll just have to learn to live with it.
bollocks. -.-
on the sidenote,
i think mark has fallen asleep without calling me first.
bahhhhh :[
oh yeahh.
have i not mentioned that,
i think 2008 might be an interesting one:]] hurrrr
12:34:00 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
sometimes the notion of hindsight,
really puts you into a mode of self-delirium;
11:34:00 PM
i just found my new eyecandy:}
Justin Hartley!
stumbling upon smallville vi, he charmed me with his looks.
i was completely enthralled HAHA.
although images of him online have (yet again, like many others)
failed to keep up with my initial impression of him,
he's tentatively for keepers:}
besides, he was the one who kept me besotted through the show.the show that i abnegated owing to the monotony of the plot.the show that i was once fervent over.i was a truely dedicated/devoted viewer!was...ohwell!
who would have expected them to manoeuver all the way up to season 6, yes?its inconceivable how smallville managed to wallop OC -.-whateverr..im off for dinner now.ciaoo~
7:53:00 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
i miss writing....
and i don't ever wanna be with no one else
you're the only one that ever made me melt
you're special,
boy it's your,
your style
we so in love
11:03:00 PM
i officially feel useless
and that my brain is now entirely filled with air.
any knowledge i previously had,
has been completely evaporated.
time well erodes my memory,
and it doesnt help that i have an alltimepoormemory.
who what huhh??
strange enough,
i often like being an airhead.
too much knowledge gives me a headache.
splendid cause brainrotting
complements my hobby of rolling around,
doing absolutely worthless and timewasting activites.
(im making sense, right? HMM)
okay. i feel the fatigue kicking in.
time for some zzzz.
goodnighttt!
2:06:00 AM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
omg this is SO quick! --
time for a NEW YEARS archive hahaa
(and add on to my alreadyverylong archive)
3:01:00 PM
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