tantalizing sultry      



Saturday, December 30, 2006

life is sometimes a real big fat bitch dontcha think?

decided to skip the idea of meeting both groups and just stuck to one.
a house in braddell and another in bukit timah arent exactly that close...

after soo many years,
we still have yet to gather all 10 again.
today we were reallyy close--
9!

well, its the eve of news years eve...
and this is a bad way to start the new year.
am hoping things will take a turn pleaseee....

i was thinking about it on the cab just now...
its like FINALLY, that now HALF the clique is att.
it kinda took several years for some
(still counting for some) but yeah!
and may i say SO FAR each one looks pretty steady
so lets clap and hope the new year
brings.....

more great things!!!

well i guess when things get a little down (or very)
its good cause you can only hope for better
instead of taking things for granted or hold fears
of loosing the current good s in life.

IM TIRED!
its almost 230~

2:17:00 AM


Friday, December 29, 2006

while the rest headed off and awayy for supper,
i headed to a place called home.:l

well,
promised my mom i'll be home tonight.
and having supper would most likely result
in me not going home.

and......... tomorrow's going to be a busy day.
THEREFORE i should bed now
since mark is busy suppering away and
ive got nothing better to do!:l



and i leave you with this!
HAHA

1:13:00 AM


Thursday, December 28, 2006

if i wanted my parade rained on, i'd go outside..

im a broke ass
and i just wasted my whole day online doing nothing
but watching oc and dling it

and later i'll drain more of my money
but watching a movie with mark and his 'weird friends'
he says...

i told my maid cream of asparagus soup
AND SHE BOUGHT THE VEGGIE
i not wanna faint and slap her omg.

7:22:00 PM


Sandy: Since the minute you were born I knew I would never
take another easy breath without knowing that you were all right.
Seth: So I'm like asthma?

Seth: So, what's the GP, RA?"
Ryan: I have no idea what you just said.
Seth:"Game plan, Ryan Atwood
Ryan: You're just using initials now?"
Seth: Yeah, it saves time.
Ryan: Well not if you have to translate.
Seth: GP.
Ryan: Game plan?
Seth: Good point

Seth: What happens in Mexico stays in Mexico.
Ryan: What happens in Mexico?
Seth: I don't know because it stays there! That's why we must go.

Ryan: What did you do to your eye?
Seth: It's just a little bit blurry. Summer poked me in it with her big toe.
Ryan: What, why?
Seth: I don't know man, it was an accident,
there were limbs everywhere, I'm lucky I can still see.

Marissa: Are you limping?
Summer: Yeah, Cohen kneed me in the leg.
Marissa: Why?
Summer: Must have read it in Kama Sutra.
Marissa: So you guys had sex again?
Summer: If you can call it that. There were like limbs, everywhere.

Seth: A triangle's not a friendly shape. it's a point,
it has sharp edges triangles hurt people...

Seth: I got two girls in bikinis trying to seduce me,
which sounds awesome. But I’m scared, I’m wet and I’m cold, Ryan



HAHA
just stumbled upon some funny quotes muaha

7:00:00 PM



haha.
boredom led to digging up of old photos...

4:17:00 PM


omg finally managed to update my journal
after a whole week
AND i just realised there are only
FOUR more days left of 2006!
and so far,
anything got to do with the number 7
has always been good AND BAD.
so.............................
my my....
i worry for whats to come:$

2:59:00 PM





_________________

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

1:22:00 PM





this boy certainly knows how to drive me insane so very often.
but he sure got his way of getting to me...
and boyy,

is he darnn good at it.

_______


sometimes i think of you, and tears fill my eyes
to think of the meaning you’ve given my life
you’ve touched me in places no one ever reached
you’ve given me reason and cause to believe

you are my rainbow; you’ve colored my life
and you are my sunshine; i’m warm in your light
you are my fountain that never runs dry
you’re my inspiration, my reason to try

i’ll love you ‘til green grass turns lavender blue
and all the stars fall from heaven and vanish like dew
‘til horses and chariots chase down the wind
that’s when i’ll leave you, i’ll love you ‘til then

that’s when i’ll leave you, yes
i’ll leave you then
i’ll need you ‘til then
i’ll love you ‘til then

12:16:00 AM


Wednesday, December 27, 2006


why are hamsters always soo scared of mee??:(:(
im sad......,
its official!!
BOO....
am i THAT intimidating or what?!
all i wanna do it cup you in my hands cann??:(:(

i should change my passion to.......
DOGGIES INSTEAD!
they're most adorable i know:):)
uhm...
SOON LAH! maybee...
when i marry and move out the house,
i'll make sure my house has a walking doggie in it!

school was....
not that bad lahh haha.
games were somewhat fun.
i guess it was the company hoo...
but came back not long ago
and bumped into miuu just now!!:D:D

UHM...
bored.
many sites are down duee too thee earthquakeee
so it suckssss.

okay.
a moment for silence to those who are hurt
then a mourning period for me:l

RAH RAH.
school wont be that bad for the company
is most certainly quite.... appealing:)
and i mourn......
FOR ALL MY CLOSEST FRIENDS WHO ARE...
OKAY.
THE 2 CLOSEST ARE MIGRATING OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
and the next, is flying off next year too!
WELL, i THINK she's coming back.
well, but i THINK.
omg.
if not i can go jump off the building.
all i would have left are...
friends who arent as close
family
and mr soon whom....
may not be there for me one day.
oh how i weep and mourn.....
feel sad for me please:(
its like...
THIS CANT BE HAPPENING
okay.
whatever.
im a veryy dependent idiot.
so forgive me.
unlike the heaps of independent freaks
who will be able to accept all these kinds of commotion calmly....
IM NOT THAT FREAK.
im..
im.....
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

NOT!!!
:(((((((((((((((((((
*sad

okay.
im veryy random.

10:49:00 PM


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

went down to buy chicken alphabeth soup.
and today i realised cream of asparagus soup is veryy nice:)

today was a down right terrible day
of which the weather totally reflected.
may tomorrow be a better day!

shall finish my soup, wash up and off to bed!
9 is a not here not there timing which i hate.
OH WELL...

all this intake at such an hour
is gonna make my body have excesses i do not need,
oh well..
a crave is a crave!

10:04:00 PM


finally managed to come online:)

everyday has been a busy and home-less day
apart from the days when friends came over.
i think my mom will kill me when she gets home later.
but that's if she manages to catch me at home.

it has been pouring but i will still be going out to enjoy
my measly days left of this holiday:)
WHICH IS NOT MUCH PLUSSS tomorrow will be
eaten up by the fact that i have to go to school!!

ANYWAY loadsss have happened over the past few days.
and i must say,

im very happy with what ive got this year.
id say most happy with 2 gifts in fact:)))))))))))))
one of which was least,
or rather,
not at all expected.

uhm...
nuff said.
pictures are many.
BUT i shall go do my own stuff.
havent had time for myself the past few days.

but luckily i recooperated yesterday
or i'll be a walking zombie, which i have been.
eyerings were beyondd black
AND the lack of sleep resulted in me falling sick
ON MY BIRTHDAY!
but only in the morning cause i hurriedly
took some medicine.

SCHOOL STARTS IN A FEW DAYS
THAT MY TEN FINGERS CAN COUNT!
THATS BAD!!!

its kinda the first time i aint really
looking forward to the new year.
oh well...

ALONE TIME!!!

12:56:00 PM


Thursday, December 21, 2006

i was a perpectual kuay lapis last night.
the place was a madhouse.

saw like, 1 out of 50 people, i knew.
from 'know by face' to acquaintances to JQ!! HAHA

its like the place you go to find long lost friends
or something haha.
if youve lost their contact,
this is probably the best place hoho.

as a result,
mark and i only slept for a measly 2 & a half hours
till he had to go back to camp
and i, home.

but strangely,
up till now, since all night last night,
i aint tired! and i think...
neither is he! :s

ANYHOO.....
strange but people are still going
googoogaga over paul tan.
i dont see the big hooha over him.
maybeee a lil?
but thats IT! HAHA

11:47:00 AM


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

omg eric lively and erica durance!!
okay id say butterfly effect2 isnt fantastic BUT
i have to say i enjoyed watching it.
maybe it was those two dam gorgeous pair:))

love to get 'swept off my feet' :] hurrr

3:50:00 PM


im tired and the weather tempts me-
NIGHT!

1:58:00 AM


EH! im broke:( and thus sad :(((

1:34:00 AM


some girls always get what they wanna wanna
all i seem to get is the other other
dreams of number one last forever
it's the only way to make you feel better

this song perks me up hohoo:]]
reminds me of natalie's dance.
i like her
and travis too!
i rarely find guys attractive
(on screen esp strangely) so when i do!!!
i should embrace it HAHA
so i will keep watching it till it ends:)
AND I MISSED THIS WEEKS NIPTUCK WTH.
FRIGGIN "SMART" TV SCREWED UP ON ME.

ANGRYY! >l

1:16:00 AM


Tuesday, December 19, 2006

blogger has been screwing up all day.
i bet the rain has got something to do with it.

okay.
i just hate the rain okay:l
it dampens my mood.
and makes me all wet and unable to wear shorts.
and the weather woman says
TANJONG KATONG WILL BE AFFECTED BY THE RAIN TOO!
omg--
please dont flood like the other areas plsssss:s

how much water do the clouds contain?
it seems never ending.
boo...

and despite all that,
canddd still has the mood to club:l
it has stripped all my intentions to for now boo...

and i aint looking forward to friday
cause i just remembered that i have to go back to SCHOOL
and have to cancel my plans 0.0
the atrocity---

random boys ive not talked to for the whole year at least
are suddenly talking to me.
WEIRD!
like i said..
the rain must have got something to do with it.......
*accusatory look

like i said..
better not rain on thursday, saturday, sunday and monday.
oh God, i pray to you.........

11:55:00 PM


the house has been quiet for too long...
i shall go to bed!

im tired and still hungry..
i await wednesday:)

3:00:00 AM



i gotta whisper 'cause i can't be too loud

i swear in just a few days my legs have grown bigger
and so has the rest of my body

yes, i compare the picture with what i see now..
its a horrid sight :(

________________________

mark is what pills are to a psychopath...
he keeps me sane...

2:02:00 AM


five days to my birthday.
but doesnt feel like anything's nearing-
yes, that includes christmas.
maybe cause ive been bumming around too much these days..
and the weather...
id curse at it-
today rained like nobodys business.
the sky better be dry and wetless by thursday and friday!
and sunday and monday too!
i hate rainy days.
rains on everybodys parade poo..

I LOOK FORWARD TO WEDNESDAY,
THURSDAY AND FRIDAY! :D

saturday is love with la then sunday is myy birthday!
but the idea of having it with my cousins totally ruined every single
happy drop i had.
i'll leave early!
cause mark, miraculously agreed!
he better not back out or..
ELSE...

ITS STILL THUNDER-ING.
good for sleeping
but ironically im still up and veryy awake & hungryy roarrr like the sky!!

1:40:00 AM


Monday, December 18, 2006

friday up till today are days filled with
eating, sleeping, wake up
eat, sleep, and you continue this cycle till today.
:(

uhm i woke up not long ago :l
bad, cause ive put on weight.

oh yeah.
mark constantly reminds me school's starting in two weeks.
fabbb! -.-

and i realise i have a beyond fatt pile of math hw not done
and econs as well my gawwddd.
ehh. thats all the hw we have right??

-looks over at fellie

im soo gonna disappoint all tchers and
flung all papers for blocks.
RAHH!

2:17:00 PM


Sunday, December 17, 2006

life is like a pile of shit-
it friggin stinks.

6:34:00 PM


backk!

6:23:00 PM


Friday, December 15, 2006

beat me up to make me feel better, please

12:18:00 AM



this is grandpa and i in hk

i didnt intend to depart with the mood im swamped with right now
but not like i have a choice.

uhm i guess its cheers to seventeen smaventeen-

i need to mentally prepare myself for the long drive
and finish packing

im only kinda done.
and...

i guess i cant wait to get there
cause i do retail therapy bwah

and come back and roast with aud:)
BWAH

___________

WHY BABY WHY?! :(((

12:15:00 AM


Thursday, December 14, 2006



i miss this little fella :(
he was is love...
he was....

family...

eck.
no hamster could replace him...
*a moment of silence

oh yeah.
that's a bad photo of him
but he was truely handsome you can ask...
manyyy people to back that uppp:)))

ilovee*

10:14:00 AM


uhm.. i packed a little already and shall continue..
tomorrow, whenever..

wanna wake early tomorrow (its been quite a while)
im the only soul awake in this household currently so...

imissmark:(
im such a sucker for him
but who cares? anyhow he's loving it muaha

OFF~

and this is for me to oogle at:))

1:21:00 AM


and i never wanna say goodbye

12:56:00 AM


oh shiat

i have yet to pack my bag :l
im torn into two-
part of me wants to go and the other wants to stay

unless mark is going i have nothing to say but
"ALRIGHT!!!!! I CANT WAIT!!!"
you get the picture..

and i have been seeing mark everyday since friday
and im definately lovingg it cause
sunday and thursday was like the 'whole day' kinda thing..
its great cause we have not done that since he enlisted
and its like reviving good ol days last year after his As:))

uhm..
on the other hand..
OMG I CANT WAIT TO SHOP MUAHA

im dating my mom out tomorrow
then i'll be meeting aud:)
then markkKK!

whoopie~
a day with people i reallyyy lovee:)))

so obviously tomorrow i wont have time to pack
cause i'll probably be back in the wee hoursss
so.... i better get started

12:40:00 AM




stumbled upon this:)

i was beyond cute thank you thank you
but 'what happened?!' is what I wanna know....

there's my grandma and the three of us in st nicks
i was still young and in kindergarden.
even back then my skirt was short.
cant blame me now

i guess it was the way i was brought up
HAHA nonsense..

12:18:00 AM


Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im mad beyond words can describe
it happened last year and i wont allow to happen again this year--
dinner with my mothers side of the family ON MY BIRTHDAY
its time consuming and a utter waste of my time if you were to ask me

i'll boycott it
UNLESS mr soon is ever willing to go then i'll consider otherwise
cause yes, no 'wow wow's to it cause im definately not a family person.
immediate family, different story
but those link link link nincompoops i'll pass on all of yall
im definately pissed.
if im going, it's only for my mom cause i wouldnt wanna disappoint her.
other than that?
no room for considerations even.
nuff said.

11:50:00 PM


episode six is funny and cute

its like i seriously want 'pancake' too :l
and ryan is starting to appeal to me! :o

and off i go to meet my own <3

6:12:00 PM


it's really good to hear your voice say my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak

4:44:00 PM


Rachel Bilson thinks kissing is more intimate than sex.
She says locking lips is the most passionate thing lovers can do.

She revealed:

"I think kissing can be more intimate than a lot of other things
and you can tell a lot from the way someone kisses.
You know when you first kiss a person - if it's there you know it.
I really believe that."

Rachel, 25, explained:

"I think everyone has their fair share of good and bad kisses.
As long as there's not too much saliva involved,
you don't want to be swallowing too much yuck stuff!" --> haha thats damm cute

Despite her wealth of kissing experiences,
Rachel still doesn't understand men.

She mused:

"I think there are lots things I will never get about them
like why do they get so mad over the littlest things?
Like road rage while they are driving."

haha cute

2:01:00 AM



just thought that this was a really pretty picture of them
boo shall they be merry and back again~
or oc wouldnt be as sweet to watch
knowing the reality world facts-


1:37:00 AM


Tuesday, December 12, 2006



today, all day :)

nothing but bumming around all day-
but shiokkk! :D

today, marks apparent availability was an accident.
haha thus the grounds of toa payoh polyclinic (as seen above)
quite cool! was exploring the pharmacy HAHA

--

four consecutive nights is certainly darn shiok
but there's a slight guilt feeling towards daddy-o :l
sorry paps!

--

i just realised that next week is gonna be for pure fun
and celebrations, and the following week as well
cause christmas is on a monday

and im worried because shortly after is new year
and of course i wont be cooped up at home for sure
for all these lovely festives

SO i think if i dont do anything now,
for blocks i'll only have the 2nd or maybe only the 3rd
to study UHM....
i should be worried right?
but out of all,
i think i have the least discipline around
maybe good as zilch

uhm...
*ponders

and i think i have a secret fate with wee suan :]
bumped into him just now, kinda.. haha

AND MY THIS WEEKEND IS GONE
such precious weekends
*sighs

oh yeah..
my appetite is on the rise again
*slaps myself

LA, WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING!!
there's already physical evidence to proof! 0.0

oh yeah.
MOMMY'S BACK!
but she went into lala land before i could even say hi

__________

and so it is
just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
most of the time


11:52:00 PM


Monday, December 11, 2006

omg wait!
i think this is the first photo ive taken alone!
like, relatively willing muaha
must be the doings of the photographer :)

<3

coolios!

_____________

four tres two

uno

3:57:00 PM




:)

i love mark-ing <3
and im an obvious bad photographer :l

saturday was mark's commissioning.
he's finally an officer! :D
should have seen the look on everyone's faces,
especially his.
classic! :]

i love being a part of such moments~

and it was a big big event!
cause the Lee family was there and so was the President.
and some others plus the 9 religious leaders
cool cause ive never seen like, all before (and i didnt know there were soo many to begin with!)
especially together.

and sunday was exploring day!
and had lunch with his whole fathers side of the family.
all the cousins etc, there were like, 5 tables there or something.
tad bit frightening but i have officially seen his WHOLE family!
mom's and dad's side.
coolios! :)

and had supper with wilin and travins.
its cool how they're going malaysia EXACTLY the same days as i!
oooo!

many photos!
but i shall randomly post them:)

shaa la laa~
mark just came over for a short while.
he did his usual OOMPH-workouts andd i did...
nothing but more and more walking on the treadmill
and a little floating around the pool.
haha im sucha bumm.
even when everything's all just downstairs my house.
ROAR ROAR!

i worry.
the holidays are passing at an ...
accelerated pace and...
im not ready for school to reopen.
i think i'll need at least another month :l

oh yeah!
he's coming out later again!
woot~

im enjoying his new rank hehhh-

___________

where's the day that never ended?
tell me when it's time to open up my eyes

3:21:00 PM


Friday, December 08, 2006


2:58:00 PM


baby baby baby
if you really want me
honey get some patience
maybe then you'll get a taste
i'll be tasty tasty
i'll be laced with lacey
it's so tasty tasty
it'll make you crazy

;)

2:22:00 PM


Thursday, December 07, 2006



:)

9:42:00 PM


omg i just realised im on par!
they're only gonna show like episode 6 tonight!
so..
its cool:)

9:27:00 PM


omg..
the direction at which oc is heading is..
wow..

well, sadly ive only got up to episode 5.
and now im totally stuck at that episode.
:l

uhm..
and actually maybee ryan cann be cute?
i dont know.. :$
i want a 'pancakes' of my own too.
its soo adorable:l

and now i wait till tomorrow cause
i might just be able to meet mark tomorrow!
its great news for me:))
cause ive been feeling empty!:l
like...

empty.

9:02:00 PM


ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk,
newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit


9:01:00 PM


its kinda freaking me out but im starting to think ryan looks better,
like, not ugly ugly anymore?
and taylor can be quite pretty.......
omg...

4:14:00 PM


id advise not to watch season 4 episode 1 of oc with makeup.
just watched episodes 1 and 2 and its utterly depressing...
ive still got 2 more episodes though!
but im gonna have my lunch first.

2:23:00 PM


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

i heard some flattering comments today:)
one of which la said i loss weight since friday!:D

veryy goottt!
i refuse to look like a pumpkin on saturday.
nono..nottt goottt!

and i seriouslyy havee got to find places in singapore to venture in!
but i guess it'll have to be on weekends cause
i'll only go with mr soon, please!:]

oh yeah.
i think safti is a pile of sh*t btw.
yeah... it bugs me.
*spits

10:36:00 PM


i think i should stop thinking soo much and just bed.
im majorly tired and like..
need some.. rest:)

im still having a headache..
too much mentol went up my nose...
not a fan.....
-.-

oh ya!
we saw valtoh today:o !
and i saw someone........ ELSE TOO!
okay.
it must be the lack of rest
SKOOOT AWAY I DO!

and i cant wait for mommy to come back:(
and i cant wait to run into marks arms.
ROAR
*pouts

1:47:00 AM


aud is more or less comfirmed going to canada, FOR GOOD.
and after she told me, it kinda hit me-
what am i gonna do?!:(

laura might be flying off too?
and like, jose is in uk.
and.. and..

THERE'S NO ONE LEFT!
cause cand might be joining aud and serene too!
omg its just a very scary thought:((
and it leaves my smile upside down.

AHH
i wanna die ahh my gawd.
one of the reasons i hate flying away is the sense of nostalgia i'll get?
but.. uhm.. kinda half will disappear from my life?
the remains are my family and my mark.
*sobs

no aud, no la?:'''''((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

1:38:00 AM


i got a blueblack on my foot:(
i totally slipped into a GRILLED drain along the roadside
while walking behind cand ughh:l

1:18:00 AM


just because your eyes are open
doesn't mean that you see
so where do we go?
well, that's between you and me

1:14:00 AM


today was mission day-
and it was successful :)

yup!
got a dress from selfridge for saturday.
now the weight is off my shoulders..
well, kinda..

and i had a headache halfway through..
i blame the nonstop smoke i had to breathe in.
yeah it nearly killed me at some point.

and since aud and i were soo nice..
we decided to go down just for cand.:)

and got back not too long ago..
im tired as usual..
and i have to wake early tomorrow..
meeting dora and joan

then perhaps la before she flies off.
i hope i meet cand before she flies off too! :l

just when EVERY breathing soul is flying off,
i aint :l

ehh.
im deprived of mark:(
its horror i say...

1:02:00 AM


Monday, December 04, 2006

omg today was hilarious
how jq and i landed up alone HAHA

jiang joined later on.

jingqueen
jiang
junyee

HAHA.
i secretly cant wait for the weekend.
AND tomorrow im meeting aud dearest yay!!:)))
and maybe cand too!
whoopie~



_____________________________


and baby
isn't it enough?
like major reno at the bluff
wondering aloud
if help is on the way
and baby,
isn't this your chance
to make a break with circumstance
isn't it enough to prove
today's the day?

11:56:00 PM


staying up till this hour
is making me utterly hungry.

GOOD!
im sure my food has all been digested by now
and its targetting my FATS NOW MUAHA

2:57:00 AM


i think i would secretly want a ben sherman man.
mark is a very stubborn one and i doubt he'll ever be up to it...

random thoughts:)

2:12:00 AM





oh yes i think its true...
im falling for her too! :$

and the best part?
i see many flaws in her too! and....
SHES SHORT:))
shes 5' 3½" AND im 5' 2½"
fabb! about 1-1½cm apart!
joyy

petite is not that bad a thing.
and i sooo need
to loose all my grossest flabb.

this is the first holiday (in a very long while)
that im putting on weight instead of losing.
SO! juns going on a DIET!
it has yet to commence but....
it shall!
i shall show results..
SOON!
im SOo not gonna allow
more flabs that i already have.
cause it means
bad news....
and bad news do not belong
to the month of december!

12:16:00 AM


Sunday, December 03, 2006


11:58:00 PM


where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just began to fall
crop circles in the carpet,
sinking,
feeling
spin me around again and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines?
all those years they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasue moments hung before
the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this
still alive

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines?
oh, you won't catch me around here
blood and tears they were here first


did i not mention i love this song?:)


11:19:00 PM


this has been a relatively bad week(end)

i knew last week was tooo good to be true
*sulks

so i hope this alternates, stops,
and remains at level good:)

today was simply out with mark,
then wilin and travins for awhile
and then its skoot off again.

oh yeah..
i watched my last kiss finally...
having mark in army isnt the ideal situation.
and because my must-watch-shows goes to
watching it with him.
i love to:)
and it was.... okay lah.
but i adored just looking at miss bilson the whole time.
shes most adorable
though her character just kept ringing
'summer, sum sum'
out to me...
well, thats what tv serials do to you anyhow...
well, at least to me...

uhm....
im tired:(
and ive already finished oc.
and ive decided to watch it all over from season 1 again.
see how everything all started with ryan and marissa
cause i kinda forgot.
oc makes me teary.
very.
but i like:)
weeping to myself HAHA.
its secret.
well, not anymore but yeah!
i love drowning in selfmisery.
OH WELL..............................................

i dont know whether its pms or me BUT
im back to just wanting to hang out with mark
every minute every second again.
im a sucker for him
and im hating it.... well, SOMETIMES... hah.

oh yeah.
today?
all day long...
nonstop of seeing yj people.
i think there wouldnt be another day whereby
you'll be able to see as many yj people around like today.
i mean.. apart from in yj itself.
uhm..
im yaking.
cause im bored and unhappy.
uhm...
NEXT WEEK WILL BE A HAPPY WEEK!
*chants

and its just about an hour or so away
*big grin

10:53:00 PM


Saturday, December 02, 2006

shall presume watching my oc
or should i just sleep?
im super tired.
got to send mommy off at about 6am tomorrow morning

i cant resist.
i only have 3 episodes which can be easily watched
all at one shot

*deliberates

10:59:00 PM


and the boys all look, but no, they can't touch

10:51:00 PM


girl, why you do me like that?
you take all my money
can't even call a player back
wait a minute
boy, why you tripping like that?
you think cause you tricking you get it just like that?
wait a minute

10:45:00 PM


i question my own questions on and on

today was dinner with mark and the mom.
well, the two people i love very much!

but this week has been very little time for mark and i alone:(

jun's really unhappy about it
*sulks for hours and days and more hours:[[[[[[[

10:36:00 PM


Friday, December 01, 2006


cookies we made! :)
it was SUPPOSED to be gingerbreadMEN BUT
i guess it became gingercookieMEN/GIRLS/BEAR/TREES/etc instead:l
but it still tastes good okay! hmphh~

this is the pretty one i made for ziyi:)
i made even prettier ones for mark!! but i was lazy to take a picture:x
and my mom too!
(ziyi took it herself:)she wanted to,hah!)

and there were NO gingerbreadmen cookie-cutters ANYWHERE
and EVERYWHERE we searched
SO we did it ourselves! :D

and YES!
badminton and baking today! tiring...
my badminton was pathetic and i only lasted 45minutes (or less) HAHA
and... MARK JOINED US! :D
he laid at la's house and entertained himself
while the both of us busied ourselves:))

FUNtastic!

im beat.
i wanna sleep soon...
but still waiting for mark's call! -.-

11:30:00 PM


DECEMBER IS HERE! :)
*rubs hands in glee

12:53:00 PM




<3

going to badminton soon! :)
and today's world aids day !
watched some touching shows! very sadd thoughh :l

and im superr broke :(
this sucks...

12:11:00 PM