do you catch a breathwhen i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do?
its thurs:) my no-school day.
always looking forward to it hur.
anyway im so behind work
im confused bout everything
it sucks:(
projects presentations homework are all rollinggg in.
and all im getting in increasingly lost.
:((
slept for about 4hrs last night.
i wanted to come home to sleep but yet...
hmmm....
so much for sleeping.
prolly sleep early tonight instead.
and yknow?
once school started,
i reallyreally appreciate my bed so much more:]
cause i only get to sleep on it like 3/4 nights per week:[
SIGH.
and life has not gotten any more interesting.
boring dull mundane.
shucks.
11:51:00 AM
on the brighter side,
i managed to find myself some eyecandies.
one in particular -hope he bidded for the same lects as muaa
so it'll be another source of motivation to go sch :] haha
and yay! he'll be the same age as me (most prob) haha
too used to schooling with guys younger than me (for 3 yrs now &%@^%$@)
awesome
other than that,
today was like, um, lidat lo.
felt that whole 'i feel extra' and 'no one wants to be my friend' thing again
which always happens in new environments
and was reminded of my days in sn where i nv got the ball,
as well as how bloody weak i am now...
i was panting like a maddog throughout
cause walking has never felt this tiring.
my skin felt stickyyly gross
of which was only last felt during my last pe session..
and ya
how much im soo not the enthu type
so bloody boring
i felt so bloody boring
it really takes A LOT to get me going
and 99% of the time,
i never do wind up being super enthu/enthu.
:[
ree was right when she said i'll die during oweek
but i'll give wed a try again.
and all for candyman pls.
haha
then maybe can find more eyecandies.
esp in my lects hurr and better yet,tutorials.
since mark will be too far away
and im sure he'll google at um, whatever pretty girls they have there
haha. good on the eyes, why not eh.
but confirm none or 0.01% from his fac hhahaha
woop so bad.
sian...
what if i cannot get my mod.
i'll be very sad.
life nv runs a lucky streak for me.
good bad good bad ok ok ok ok yadayada boo.
im having bad vibes for this round :(
sian. then again i had good vibes for this
particular so&so results
but my ass la fffff laaa.. knn kns kb :[
so i dno boo.
and im so happy ship will be taking all same exposure mods with me
awesome
the one and only.
and fanny&jamie=4 same altog
candyman=2/3sama
doratan=1
asmara=2sama
the more impt ppl
so happy laa awesome
so i have ppl always to go lect with me HAHA
very impt for muaa.
but i think subsequently sure vehh hard so
i'll force myself to get used to it and accept it.
haiiiiiii siannnnnnnnnnn.
and i think my charger/mac got prob
sian must go ask someone
so many headaches boo.
some more i dno why i cant effing access my hotmail
they keep directing me somewhere else
wthh so i dno whether its the mac prob or what
gosh so bloody annoying
and i got several other confusions also that i need helpppp
boo lucky candyman also has the same one
i can ask herrrr
when schoo starts.
and i cant stop feeling bad for just now. :l
boo
10:34:00 PM
