 omg. check this out --http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alessandra_Ambrosioa tad bit shocking but...i like:))
7:36:00 PM
i miss the A level people:( this includes(in no order of merit)dorajiangjqreetrishlayz
7:18:00 PM
omg i was talking to yi en online?and typo error THEN IT HIT ME!yj?JY is the opposite spelling!!holy mama.thats gross...... :s
6:21:00 PM
after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go
lifehouse - blind
is love.:)
1:03:00 PM
im full but im craving for some desserts.its become a habit after every meal i have to seal the dealwith some form of dessert:(AND IM CRAVING THEM NOW!but buai sai leh..... :l
8:35:00 PM
its raining its pouring NO old man is snoring!cant use the comp at my house and i dont know why! :lso now im at mark's place...finally able to use the comp again:)woooot.school tomorrow!how dreadful :lbut i had a blast on thurs,fri,sat AND sun.POST EXAMS ARE FUN-TASTIC!:D*prances around
8:28:00 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
youre mr pettyand im unhappy:(
11:23:00 PM
first day of school for the week.
it was in a way, good as an utter waste of time to me..
now school feels more like a place to socialise.
and it ends there.
work?
'huh?'
ogay.
after school was out with cher!
asmara practised some pungseh-ing skills so yeah!
but we had a ball of a time!:)
pigged out!
and i thought i wanted to lose some shitass weight:l
SWIMMING! or..
SOMETHING, ANYTHING uhm...SOON!:))
pfft. meanwhile i gotta bear with the jiggles.
and i finally did my brows!!!:)))
cher joined me:)
havent done it in months.
and yummi yogurt too!
before june, for both, was the last, i think?
yurrrp!
so its alllll good.
i found a pair of jeans im interested in:)
i shall alter the one i got from US soon.
very lazy.
im still on the search for shoes
AND im happy i got some new clothes at vivo:)
enough to satisfy but my wants have grown so.....
bad news for me.
im gonna be really deprived.
walking around town today...
topshop,zara,mango,warehouse--
realised vivo has a wider and newer range of clothes:)couldnt find anything in town.unlike how i found at least a miserable amount at vivo.nonetheless,satisfied:)now that the hols are sorta here....here comes my big fat mountain of material-wants again:(all im lacking (well,at least mainly lacking) is the monneh!GIMME THE MONNEH!!!:(:(:(meanwhile ive gotta try to do something about the flabsor no matter how nice the clothes are,i'll make them a walking disaster:(and i'll need a lil tanning soon!!out with fellie and nicole tomorrow!:))
10:40:00 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
and so, turns out i ended up not gyming or running.instead, i topped my body up with more lard.im getting fat white and flabby as gross as it sounds. (rated R21)yeah! thats how gruesome it is!i envy the tall, the tone,and the beautiful.the rest of my envious-wants shall not be revealed!*poutsi keep using the haze as an excuse not to exercise..(yes, even if it means just going to the gym)mark forced me to go but i still insisted on not going.(and he ended up not going too which made me feel slightly guilty:x)so you can only imagine how much i despise gymming/running.maybe i just wanna volley! :l*looks over at ching___________________________and so my days have been passing witheat, sleep, eat, sleep.mark mark mark.oc, onetreehill, prison break, antm.and movies movies movies!uhm. the occasional spongebob too! hahacaught so you think you can dance today too! (its been long)haha. mark was soo mesmerised by it (beats me) but its hilarious when he tries.i couldnt stop laughing at the humilating attempt.uhm. but he was most annoying today.i swear i could have slapped him. just.. almost!!*growls
12:39:00 AM
 im sucha tv junkie.but after i think i'll try to work some of those lards off.meanwhile i'll continue to drool over Wentworth Miller:)i often stare at his face till i lose the whole conversation.and i still keep thinking ive gotta study something--this has never happened before*worries for only a momentokay.bath time!
1:34:00 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
          okay. just wanted to say i really really miss those days.:(i miss the '87 and '88 cliques. pfft.:((jiang jq dora ree trish are preparing for AsALL THE BEST PEOPLE!! :)we'll meet up after.and for jayjaxjags cant meet cause of my exams ugh.so... soon! :))
11:28:00 AM
oops! i ate two waffles and two slices of bread!hmmm. never mind.like i was telling meryl baryl last night--exams are the perfect excuse for you to1) be fat2) be fair3) be eyebaggy4) have breakouts:)after promos-- SENTOSA!! :Dmeryl ching?? ya hear me holla?? :))))))))))
11:18:00 AM
should i meet mark tonight only?or should i meet him tonight and tomorrow as well?pfft. dilemma dilemma.tomorrow's fifteen on the fifteenth!:))and... im just itchying to meet tonight.hmmm...*thinks hardand i just realised meryl barylreally reminds me of my sis(ziyi)--concluded since yesterday:) love to both!*heartsokay! back to spongebob:)
10:49:00 AM
why do i always fall sick during (major) exams?im still sick boohoothree days, fluand there went my studying days.tell me i shouldnt be panicking:(but i think i passed it to fellie:(sorry!! eck. im a walking external cost. pfft.just reached homeand had the itchiest feeling to come online.the whole week i kept trying but the connection kept screwing up on me.oh yeah!i spent like 6 hours yesterday just doing like12 questions on (basic) integration and differentiation.omg kill mee.i can go on ranting and complaining foreverif i dont stop myself.....*undergoes internal struggle.OKAY!
MY WAFFLES ARE READY!BREAKFAST OH BREAKFAST HERE I COME!!! :D
*drools........
10:27:00 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
ive got no mood to study. yeahwhat great timing. ugh just feeling like drowning myself in sorrowand self misery.f* itf* everything
10:16:00 PM
boys, you can breakyou'll find out how much they can takeboys will be strong
and boys soldier on
but boys would be gone without the warmth from a womans good heart
on behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
you are the god and the weight of her world
1:48:00 PM
the man and i have parted!he's gone for facialand im home waiting to go with the mothers side of the familyfor her fathers death anni.im clueless about the arrangementbut i hope i can meet him after!*pending........okay.mid-autum festival yesterday!:Dand the silliest dawn actually went "happy mooncake festival day"or something like that hahaha.what nonsense. hahauhm...at least we had mooncake together yesterday!though he came out grumpy due to army stuffand amk is hellva gross during peak hourswe ended up not meeting his dad for dinner.and...ONE MORE WEEK TO PROMOS!!im trying to catch up!!i am i am!!WAIT UP PEOPLE! *poutsand to think mark says im naggyhe nags sooooo much about asking me to studytill the point im tempted to buy ear plugs!yak yak yakstudy study study.yes yes yes!i know i know i know! :lim soo lousythat i cant even be exempted from any paperboo hoo............*enviouspfft!!mark sprayed his colgne on me just now.i smell of....HIM! :D
1:15:00 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
standing on the rooftops
everybody scream your heart out
this is all we got now,
scream until your heart stops
listen to your heart beat on another weekend
scream your heart out
okay.
ugh.
9:43:00 PM
can you feel it building
like a wave the ocean just can't control
connected by a feeling
in our very souls
very souls
rising 'till it lifts us up
so every one can see we're breakin free
we're soaringflyingthere's not a star in heaven that we can't reach if we're tryingyeah we're breaking free runningclimbing to get to that place to be all that we can be now's the time so were breaking free
9:30:00 PM
sometimes i feel i've got to run awayi've got to get awayfrom the painyou drove into the heart of me
8:59:00 PM
everyone's soo annoying.im getting really annoyed.ugh
8:48:00 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
JUN'S GOING TO BATHE THEN ZZzzz IT IS!!
10:17:00 PM
ching-a-linwell..gym is simply out of the question for me.gym and i?dont go.more like gym and mark.even if he goes,as much as i would like to be with him,id still pass on going to gym.like you saw last year,i just stand around the massive number of machinesand just...have a very lost look.yeah.gym and i?dont go.but wait!food and i?perfect;)and to gp?you dont fail like how i do.more worrying for me.anyway subway is love for us.so screw it if they dont like it.but screw them if they refuse to dine subway with us:)next,why do you keep calling him marked?his.... friendster? :oand mine's back!so all's good.calvin's coming back REAL soon so dont fret!once he's back you can pounce hard on him!now dont let him goo:)(uhm. it may sound wrong but the idea is there!)and...to molly? ive already responded in your tag!uhm.. my second favourite is leslie really.she's hot. just that she's not really pretty.:l i miss molly.and the modelling industry is simply promotingmajor skinniness -- though not to the extreme of anorexia.but yeah! look at furonda (?)she's hell skinny!and tyra prolly kicked molly out cause she has aso called 'dull personality'and compared to jade?who creates the commotion, politics and excitementwhich is supposedly supposed to make antm more'enjoyable' i guess..?ho well.and to gp?*shakes on it:)*poofs and disappearsi wanna loose weight too!! >.<i have put back on the one kg i lost while i was sick.one week to lose it, and one week to gain it back.wow.oh well.i love food too much to maintain my weight at --one kg less.cause apparently ive been stuffing my facewith chocolates and mooncake everyday.rock on! :D
10:02:00 PM
:)okay mr soon pissed me off real bad initially.but hey! im happy and all goody and jumpy now:))I AM VERYY HAPPY!!:D :D
*squeals in delightokay. so apparently the opportunity cost of meeting him,was my study time.but who's more important on my list?*scratches head.and of course went ahead, with what my heart desires.and thus sacrificed study time in the process cause......i just wanted to meet him, BAD.was mourning in bed last night so......yeah.okay.im just very happy:)*gleamsand smiles to myself.yes.these feelings are with studies aside.cause they make me worried, moody and grumpy.ive not started on math, lit.im only reading through those ive not this whole year--newest topics so...basically im screwed.but i'll try to scrape through.wish me luck! :X
9:52:00 PM
wtf mollie got out.now ive got to find a new favourite.ugh. why?! :(
11:05:00 PM
BATHE THEN SLEEP!but after my dam tonic soup dearest mama forced upon me -.-
10:05:00 PM
baby there's something about you thati can hold on to i'm going to hold on to thatone of the sing-alongs!*sings to myself and sways:))(oh but not how fellie does:o)did i mention that raffles plaza has better mooncakesthan raffles hotel? hmmm.im having daily doses of mooncake.im gonna become a mooncake myself soon enough:land ching, how are you losing weight?!outrageous! at a time like this?!exam periods are supposed make you fat, white and eyebaggy.the preposterousness of it all..............im speechless
9:53:00 PM
i dont have the 'tomorrow's gp paper' feeling.this is certainly worrying.i need to start studying.i think im lagging far behind from 'the many'.slap me.FELLIE WE NEED TO STOP PLAYING
WHILE TRYING TO STUDY!!
talking has to come to a stop!and our wonderful delightfuls in the world needs to go!eating makes us sleepy.BAD!we need a solution.POO:(
9:40:00 PM
weekends were anything but productive :xwhilst everyone mugged their miserable lives(or rather weekend) away,i was having a ball of a good jolly time:)met the jolly good man after school on friday.it was nonstop lovin!whole of saturday was rolling-around-fun in his house till the eveningand we did our very first patronizing of j8s subway for lunch:)*gleams with 100% joy and satisfaction
(its sad how he can never appreciate it the way i do though*pouts)evening was steamboat-ing with billy and co.then desserts! :)had a solid sleep then lunch with the family,and then met mr lover again with wilin travins and co.fun! exploring the streets at maxwell, club st area:)then soo happened his mama was dining just a few shops away.joined her and co. and headed over to his home, again!then it was the usual.him having to go back in by 11pm.and then....NO MORE!:(today was pretty unproductive.school with fellie and jiayuuuu.but we pretty much know our doomed fate for gp?and just crossing our fingers LEP and daily work will pull us up.ugh.they're all celebrating aud's birthday now:(and i cant be there:(this sucks.and yes!i did try to study over the weekends.uhm....but......you get the drift.i want more weekends and singing with markalong with the guitar!its fun! :Dthough we both cant sing for nuts:)all the more, FUN! :Dbut he's sadly awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy---out field, AGAIN.
(just last week did he out field already poo)two days, one night sleeping in some f*ed up squeezy vehicle.poor thing. i still get to sink into my comfy bed every night:)I MISS HIM!:(oh chingyy......i soo feel your pain:(
(though in certain senses we can say its not comparablesince the difference in duration apart is so vast:l)okay.at least you need not worry for gpunlike me. okay poo.times like these all i can do is really prayand hope God blesses me yet once again.I WANNA SLEEP SOON! :Dantm is gonna already in my recording schedule:)televisions these days are getting so smart:)what would we do without science and technology?HAHA*looks at felle;)
9:11:00 PM
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