tantalizing sultry      



Friday, June 30, 2006

just your presence,
and i second guess my sanity.

yes, it's a lesson.

-

it's unfair,
you stole my vanity.

3:56:00 PM






























:)

and what i did to my room
in the midst of blocks haha

1:45:00 PM


it's overrr!:)

but it didnt feel like it when lit was over,
seriously..
haha.

and the poems were about love?
and....
somehow....
all of us
COULDNT INTERPRET IT!

dang!
i seriously hope i pass lit
cause my compare and contrast might just
pull my grades down:(

just like how human's gonna pull
my physical part down.
what's funny is?
last year,
i super hated physical
thus i only studied econs and human last year.
(okay okay. maths made me retain cause i got an 'F')
failed physical (duh)
and human pulled it up to a pass.
but for this paper,
I COULDNT DO THE HUMAN,
AT ALL!
it's like...
either brain block or pure stupidity.
I WONDER WHICH-.-
(cause my friends said human was
COMMON SENSE-.-)
so what now? i have NO common sense too??:((

furthermore,
i thought the paper was THREE HOURS.
so i finished my drq in less than 1/2 hr
and thought,
"woah! i have soo much time!"
so i slowlyyy did my 'OR' question,
slooowlyyy tried to recall everything....
and suddenly,
"you have THIRTY minutes left."
my eyes BULDGED OUT LA.
i quickly finished off the first question
and started on question TWO
which had TWO parts [9m and 16m]
and??
i only took about 15mins to do it
cause seriously,
like i said.
pure stupidity or mental block.:[

and i was super almost late for school!
cause i boarded the late train.
and panicked about geog cause i gave up the night before
and slept at about 10++
i came home at 8+
eat dinner
came online for a while
tried to read for an hour,
and gave up,
packed my bag and slept!
i even told my mom in the morning
"im gonna fail geog"
HA!

i boarded the train,
and realised......
I COULDNT EVEN REMEMBER THE
LANDFORMS from all the different types of
convergent divergent thingy.
and WHY these landforms were formed.
so i frantically tried to squeeeeeze everything in!
soo panicked,
the time flewww by like WOOSH!
looked up,
saw this YJ guy.
then i
" o. "
and went back to the notes.
i looked up again,
AND HE WAS GONE!
i scanned the whole carriage
and there were
NO YJ PEOPLE!
tried to look at the train station
with the millions of people blocking it
and saw
"Yishun"

and the "dedededededede"
sound of the train doors closing,
ENDED ALREADY.
i contemplated-
should i run out,
should i not?
(i mean later the door closes on me
JUST before im about to alight)
-pauses...............
THEN!!!
with my notes on top of my bag,
i quickly scattered off the train!
SCATTERED i swear!
haha.
and the door was already
half closing when i did
cause i saw with the corner of my eyes
the door already closing on me!
OMG!
SCARY!
haha.

but hey!
what was scarier was
SILENT HILL

*shiverssss

met aud and cand at around 7++
(obviously they were LATE as usual)
and because i was too lazy to go home,
i stayed in school,
then we went town first,
and was the BRIGHT lightbulb of
andrew and cher.
haha.
but hey!
some credit had to go to me
(if anyonee even knows what i mean..)
SO YEAH!
they accompanied me from 4+ till 7+
:x

then with aud:)
love.

then cand came later
(cause she was SO insistant on changing out
of school uni even though
she finished watching a show
IN TOWN at 7)
yes,
she only joined us at about 9.
serene came later and aud and her skooted off.

then cand and i watched
SILENT HILL.
omg.
you have NO idea how hard i grabbed her
THROUGHOUT THE SHOW
cause the whole scary thing
STARTED AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SHOW!!
omg.
and the show was at 1140pm.
so when it ended it was 1++am.
and i was more freaked than anything.
i even ran home
and slept with ALL my lights on:(

BUT!
NO WORRIES!
cause im fine now:)

i've got NO plans today!
(how funny)
and cand has LISTENING COMPRE today.
haha. (look at her priorites!)
HAHA.

but hey!
bloody hell RJ only takes into account promos.
soo i CANT blame her:)
(we yj people only study cause its counted HAHA)

anyhoos,
im gonna stay home and do my FOUR econs essays
due by tuesday -.-

i'm just waiting for 9pm:)
-glances over at ching:)))

12:17:00 PM


Wednesday, June 28, 2006

maths was beyond bad:(
all i wish is for a pass though i only feel i have 40% chance of passing:(

30 marks are comfirm comfirm down the drain
and i feel nothing but depressed
as i couldn't get the answers for the bulk of the paper.
all that tuition,
for what?

money down the drain.
UGH.

but loveeee to last night!
cause mark was able to book out:)
so we ate at parkway
(the love of having his camp soo near my house:))
comparitively of course..

ohh and i simply cant wait for friday.
tomorrow too,
cause after my geog and lit paper,
IM DONE for blocks.
grrah!!~

but lets overview shall we?:)

Maths - 60% chance fail
Econs - 60% chance fail
GP - 60% chance fail

ehh...
and geog's my worst subject.
SO............
i can go and congrat myself
and might as well skip the whole torture of taking the paper:(

i hate this.
i read and i read
and nothing goes in as if my brain's
like gone on vacation.
ugh

AND TODAY ON THE BUS....

this middle aged malay lady
was almost the most rude thing, ever.
it pissed me off darn badly and i totally felt like...
you get the drift-.-
i'm still pissed.
AND...
today's journey home was
one hour and FOURTY FIVE MINUTES!
slap me..
cause THAT,
pissed me off further.
im moody.
i think it's geog and today's math i swear.
and mark.
cause his bloody camp makes his phone have no reception
and i have nobody to rant to-.-
cause i wanted to rant to him superr bad.
(about the math again)
couldn't get over it:((

he has to constantly change his sim card with his friends
to get only.. THREE bars of reception.
tell me about it.... -.-

IM DUMB!
rrah.:((

9:04:00 PM


Monday, June 26, 2006

GP was...
well, lets put it this way-
i never pass GP :l

did the marriage Q though!
and you can totally predict my stand.
I'M ALL FOR MARRIAGE!:D

haha.
wonder WHY.:o

and yesterday was love love love!
i love weekends!
like,
too much for my own good!
cause priorities = mark:)
which are good for my heart,
but deep fried unhealthy for my studies:l

and...
my econs is totally s c r e w e d.
i still havent read several stacks of notes.
uhm.....
and WHAT am i doing online!?
im waiting for desperate housewives actually!
hahaha.
WHEN will i EVER learn??
not yet, at least! :x

ugh!
im just super looking forward to friday:)
but thursday too!
cause its the LAST day of blocks:))
and i can start preparing for one year stuff.
im already in the midst of it:)

*prances around

9:42:00 PM


Saturday, June 24, 2006

OOPS!
i should be studying:X

apparently my attention span,
(as much as i hate to admit)
sometimes even lasts up to only a few minutes.

sometimes hours,
(rare,id say..)
but anyhoo for now,,,
it's MINUTES so...
:[

explains my existance
in front of this screen.
BOOoo....

9:25:00 PM


guess what.
it's 30% of the overall CA grades.
so that's..
bad news for mua.....

:'(

and i went out yesterday,
didn't go home last night,
went out and only came back at 6+pm todayy.
uhm...
caught a show!
haha.
WOOPS!
look,
JUST LOOK AT MY PRIORITIES!! >:l

well,
some good news at least!
someone said i lost weight! hoho. :D
but...
oh wells.
at least i know i ain't a big ball of lard.

and what's the SWELLEST part???????
is that the comment
came from someone from mark's family sooo.......
it HAS to be NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH!
MUAHA...
anyway candd said i din put on weight too:))

oh ya.
and for you cand.
(she insisted & made me feel guilty!!)

SORRY CAND!!!!!
next time i go off i buy something for you kk?:)
BIGLOVE!
-winks
cause you know i doo!
HOHO.:)

and and..
i got pretteh flowers!
-prances around

I LOVE FLOWERS! :)

GIMME GIMME!!
(pretty ones, of course...)
-feasts on them

*giggles

AHH!
the joy of life
(with the removal of those thoughts of STUDYING!!)

LUB LUB!
-dances in circles.

traa la laaa~~

9:08:00 PM


Thursday, June 22, 2006

while kissing the lipless
who bleed all the sweetness away

11:22:00 PM


photos from yesterday!
uhm uhm..

linwei comfirmed it, AGAIN.
she even asked the teachers so...
i aint studying..! :)
well..
at least for the rest of today..
and i wont be studying as hard though..
needa relaxxx....
my eyebags are rushing back
like a tidal wave!
TSUNAMI! :O

ehh.. i'm veryy tired.
i think it was alll that talking! :o

AND YAY!!
I'M TANNER!!! uhm uhm...
not the face though!


11:05:00 PM


SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN ME!
PLEASE!

is block test =
the same weightage as a CA test??

it's a veryyy important question.
cause if it is...
i'm gonna do some
swipping of studies
off my shoulders :o

cause..
it's small..
and i thought it was like,
30% of the total grade.

uhm uhm...
well, linwei said it's....
CA weightage.

so i asked mark and HE SAID..
IT IS!

so...
i need some as-many-checking
as possible! haha. :o

if not i'll become rouge-
SUDDEN STREAK OF WHITE HAIR!
-shudders

________________________________________

anyway,
went back to yj to study today. haha.
or should i say..
ATTEMPT to study..

cause...
we did NOTHING but
TALK AND EAT,

ONLY!!

omg. the notes were
RIGHT UNDER OUR NOSES!
but did we give it ANY attention??
OMG! like, NO!
haha.
she says we can NEVER study together.
only can eat and talk. haha.
true, indeed. haha..
ehh.
im even more productive at home.
considering the tv and the comp.
so.. IMAGINE THAT!
productivity rate:
NEGATIVE i'd say!
(cause i forgot the stuff i read through yesterday)
haha. OHHHHSS!!!

uhm uhm..
well, well done! :((
uhm uhm..
ya. in conclusion,
when studying,
never , EVER EVER EVER
put Miss Soh Linwei and Miss Liu Junyi
together,
EVER.

i think i can even study better with cherlyn.
haha. :o
hmmm........
-thinks long and hard
with a dried up brain.

thinking process has slowed down.
HMMM...
oh well..

and me and linwei were talking soo much
i realised... that....
i suddenly have aaaaaaaaalot of pretty people in mind.
yes, friends, local, and abroad.
ABROAD'S THE OBVIOUS
(points up again) haha..
hmm..
soo many pretty people.
what my empty brain contains.
maybe that's why i have a such a small head.
haha.
uhm uhm..
ARGH.
nonsense im rambling.
CHAO! haha:)

9:58:00 PM


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

oops!
guess what im doing...

im gonna GO OUT NOW :l
so much for studying :'[

uhm uhm.
and yesterday wasn't much different.
just that it was like,

one of my happiest days..
since a very,
very,
very,
very long time.
(and i DO mean it! when i say,
a really really long time!) >.< :(

-junnie's heart smiles:)))

and ironically..
wanna scream her lungs out at the same time
cause im UUUBERRR stressed.

okay people out there
who are feeling damm screwed,
hear me out!

>>>
ive yet to touch
(yes, TOUCH)
econs AND lit.
>>>

and what's scarIER??
its not like im done with the other subs.
im just reading through geog
AND maths i have to put it aside first.
(and my ap gp summation and mi are
gone case furthermore)
I SWEAR I REALLY WANNA CRY.

now now,
dont yall feel better.:)

-screamssss lungs out




4:56:00 PM


Tuesday, June 20, 2006























laa~~
i need the rest of OC3:(
a sudden craving.:l

10:27:00 AM


this was lunch at bubba gump!
uhm uhm...
the rest of the pictures are
in the other SD card of which i cant find so...
too bad. haha
-looks at linwei

now feast your eyes abit
oh picture-craver.
hahaha :))























SPONGEBOB! :D
HAHAHA.
stuff ziyi bought for me!
uhm..
and the big spongebob is in fact a...
FAT-FREE MARSHMALLOW!!!
awww.......
love love love to herr!! :)))





















is it just me and my photography skills....?
or does my camera suck?

HMMM.....

9:57:00 AM


the loveliest:)

okay.
im all for her as you can see..

ooooOolala!!~

i should get to bed.:)
cause tomorrow.....
is a day to get down to the books.

i fell asleep trying to study today in front of the tv.
(woops!)

it was kids central and mtv!
did much distracting. :x

soo
a big fat FAIL
to studying today:l

and....
tomorrow mr suaveee
might be able to come out for a short while!
im keeping my fingers crossed!! :)))

it's been...
-counts

FIFTEEN DAYS THUS FAR!
so....

ba la la..

12:42:00 AM


Monday, June 19, 2006

im bored:(
and studying is even more boring so...

uhm uhm.
EVERYONE'S studying!
(and i mean EVERYONE)
hoomuaagawdddd.
its seriously making me superr stressed:[

and im still in my holiday mood.
well done
well done
:((

but super nice seeing laa today:))
dingdingding!
something to brighten
and lighten me up:))

bwahh.

oh God oh God
if you cant make me study,
please make me smarter,
much.
and make the rest dumber:((((

im desperate
and evil.

muaha.

-sulks

11:11:00 PM


major JETLAG! :(

2:27:00 AM


a whole 14 hours,
2 hour transit
AND another 7 hour flight back -.-
(feeling a bit groggy:l)

weather there was cold!
17 degrees when we reached!
but subsequently,
it warmed up till my brain started frying :l

ANYWAY...
i bought a pathetic insiewinsie bit of stuff for friends.
had 10 plus to buy for
SO i only bought like 1 miserable thing
for each.
sorry!
REAL tight budget.

and its girls only.

so...
dont blame me if its pathetic!
i did the best i could!

and...
i did get something new and unwanted for myself.
a.... BIGGER AND FATTER ME!
mom says i went there to recooperate.
haha. cause all i did was eat, sleep,
eat, sleep, eat sleep.
then the LOADS of walking too though..
and then the ALMIGHTY LOVE, SHOPPING!!! :D

uhm.
they had the coolest stuff there!
and the people looked like 797358275023 times better:x
flavours/variety were like 475897436 times more as well.

but we travelled like 247.
hours on the coach,
and the cost of living there is....
self-explanatory.

cant wait for the weekend is all i can say!
and i REALLY need to get down with work.
SELF DISCIPLINE JUN!
lacking severly :l

2:10:00 AM


all i can say is im screwed.
i havent studied.

barely half a stack,
of one portion
of one topic
of one subject = geog.
(stack 1 of population geog)

AND it was just leisure reading,
NOT studying.

uhm.....
screwed. :(

2:06:00 AM


BACK!:D

1:50:00 AM


Friday, June 09, 2006

am currently at narita, japan`s, airport now.
the 6 hr air flight has made my head slightly groggy.
and the next one will be TWELVE hours!! *gasps

and their keyboard`s slightly different
so it`s PRETTY HARD TO TYPE PROPERLY!!!*growls

and i cant find several buttons such as the
hyphen (or however you spell it)

TEDIOUS IS ALL I CAN SAY!
so nuff now.

-swooshes off

oOooo JUST FOUND IT! :D haha...

9:47:00 AM


Thursday, June 08, 2006

mark can't book out tonight afterall :''''''(((
BOO......
-snifsnifsnif

armystinks!
BBAH.
im sure many of you out there feel me too:l

-looks over at ching :o
haha

rrah.
did i make a bad decision to go?

OH WELL..
TOO LATE FOR SECOND THOUGHTS JUNNIE!

6:38:00 PM


uhm...........
i have this super funny feeling
i'm gonna be a round ball when i get back.
so when i do get back,
please say 'hi' to me,
so i know i'm still recognizable!!!

(Miss Liu Ziyi and friends have already
put on loads of weight. it's worrying.
especially given my greedy-ness and humongous appetite.
-looks at fel HAHA.)
SHE SUPERRRR KNOWS hahaha :X

and.........
the WHOLE world's asking me to buy stuff for them-.-
i aint your maid bugger.
(even if you may think i look like one-.-)
AND especially when i'm not close to you,
do not make such requests! pfft.
priority is given to,

1) ME, of course!:D
2) Mr Soon<33
3) La
4) Aud
5) Cher & Nicc
6) Fel
7) Trish & Jingqin

the rest can go and die.
haha. (those are the people that i'm happy to buy for
or they've requested and i do not mind
or am more than willing to!)
and number 1 and 2 are very important of course..
HAHA. selfish me. :x
but i have to say i aint rich
and neither does my luggage have the space to contain
soo many things
when i'm bringing my whole closet there haha :X

to the rest who want something....
uhm. i'll think about it. ha.
and see the situations on cash and space:)

i'm gonna bathe.

can't have a pony tail (or bush as many call it)
on the plane or i'll die trying to rest my head.
i think most would understand.

okay.
i'm missing home already:(
and Mr Soon.
and La.

grrah.

FAREWELL MY BLOG READERS!
i'll come back, and
uhm..................................................................
it'll be time for me to study.
HMMM....
DANG!
i really should be worried.

4:57:00 PM


watched singapore idol just now.
HMM...
mark says milly used to be from YJ :O
-gasps

ANYWAY i've more or less packed my luggage.
though i feel like i brought my whole closet
till feng told me to take some out :o
(now my mom's checking it to throw some out:x)

i've been having bad flu all day.
and it's killing my nose-.-

flight's at 1030pm tomorrow.
i'm going to school, still
to tire myself out so i can sleep on the plane.
about 8 hours flight to Japan first.
6 hours transit,
then another plenty of hours, about 8?
to USA!

i'm already feeling nostalgic:'(
ggah. i'm super not the travelling type fyi.:(

i miss mark:(
already.

and to think of the days to come
-shudders in great horror:((

TILL THE 19TH GUYS!
TOODLES! :l

12:05:00 PM



12:16:00 AM


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

watched my favourite woman of all women just now-
oprah winfrey:)

and this time was a super sad and tragic incident
whereby this lady had more than 60% of her body
burned by her abusive husband, and survived it.

she now has to wear pressure jackets (which are super tight)
to prevent having super bumpy skin
as well as a mask to wear 23hours a day.
she can't wear her own clothes cause she can't button them herself,
and she was so badly burnt that on some of her fingers,
she doesn't even have fingerprints.

it was a whole hour on her -
you should have seen the condition her body was in.
it's really...
ya. that's how shocking it was.

and they shared the 5 signs you should take note of***

1. Jealousy
2.
3. Verbal abuse
4. Threatening of you, your family, and your pet
5. Isolation

woops. apparently i forgot the 2nd one.
oh well..

STATS
1) 1 out of 3 women will get abused in their lifetime
2) women getting abused by their husbands is the main contribution to the number of deaths of women.
(it is more than mugging, raping and onemoreofwhichicantremember combined)

:O

and if i'm not wrong,
it's of women aged between 18 and 49.

OKAY!

gotta go collect my photos now!
ugh. by myself at parkway-.-

YAWN.

i've been rolling around all day thus far.
i feel like a blob of lard left to rot.
eeeeeee +o(

2:34:00 PM


you say you're a big boy
but i can't agree.
cause the love you said you had
ain't been put on me.

2:28:00 PM


Tuesday, June 06, 2006



















wishbone

reminiscence-
and i still remember clearly what i wished for.
and whom i wished with, of course:)

pffft.

8:43:00 PM


i was all wrong. they knew better.
still you said forever,
and ever.

who knew-

HMM.
i'm skipping school tomorrow anyhoo..
a day for me to get some good rest, as well as start packing.
and perhaps do some studying.
cause i seriously need it. :o

very much afraid i'll fail blocks 0.0
and i seriously cant afford for that to happen. :s

7:57:00 PM


Monday, June 05, 2006

our love,
his trust.
i might as well take a gun and put it to his head.
get it over with.
i don't wanna do this anymore.

11:03:00 PM


when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she
is wondering how long you will be around.when a girl
answers,"i'm fine,"after a few seconds,she is not at all
fine.when a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you
are so wonderful.when a girl lays her head on your
chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.when a
girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.
when a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be
pampered.when a girl says,"i'll love you forever,"she
means it.when a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

6:44:00 PM


the flooding had to come to a stop.
so a change of tagboard!
and decided to kapok the same one as ching:)

i need to start packing my luggage!
i've yet to start!:o

6:22:00 PM


Sunday, June 04, 2006

im super broke:(
and i just realised i cabbed six times this week!

oh golly...

and i have this GREATEST temptation
to pon school tomorrow.
obviously i aint going to cause
there are loads of important lessons tomorrow.

the 2 day leadership camp has drained me
and now i'm friggin tired.

pack my bag,
medication for the hamster
then it's off to bed!

and i think i aint gonna wait for my hair to dry.
hmmm....

i ate TOO much today.
i'm bloated.

10:01:00 PM


Thursday, June 01, 2006

I STILL DON'T HAVE MY FRIGGIN PROGRESS REPORT!!!
UGHH -steams

cause it means
i don't have the black&white evidence that
i need to buck up cause now i'm rotting my ass away
acting all complacent.
NOT the way to go.
seriously,
yj's FUCKING annoying.
like why couldn't they schedule to give it back on FRIDAY instead?!
-mumbles and grumbles

am i pms-ing??
cause i'm seriously quite pissed.
-continues steaming

10:26:00 PM
















AUDlovin':)

9:55:00 PM


and never take for granted
what i was granted
once again

7:35:00 PM


it's like JUNE THE FIRST!
fast, i'd say...

and i've been feeling superr disorientated
for the past week.
and i'm tired with a swollen eye.
i need rest.

BUT!

fun-lovin the past thre3 days thus far:)

(day 1) time with the bims rocked! :D
(day 2) loving with la,
(day 3) and old-talk with aud:)))

and it's trish time tomorrow!
so much for studying before i fly off!
well done!

the importants:
*medication for my hammie.

and dinner!
i'm becoming super lardy:(
like, iiew.
imagine the portions they have in US
and how BIG i'll get from the lardy state i'm already in.

-shudders

7:23:00 PM