tantalizing sultry      



Sunday, July 29, 2007

i look forward to next week and especially
the week after:)
no asp,
then no school.

say NO more to school blues!:))

mark wonders how i can
simply act as if exams are not even around the corner.
well,
ME TOO! :l

im offfffff!

3:15:00 PM


Saturday, July 28, 2007

there now, steady love, so few come and don't go
will you won't you, be the one i always know
when i'm losing my control, the city spins around
you're the only one who knows, you slow it down

ive finally decided that i should stop reading on my bed.
cause really, nothing goes in. HAII.

oh and i can already predict my prelim grades!
it ranges between U to E, (if im lucky)

WOOHOO!

screw it yo~

12:06:00 AM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

im feeling something..............................................................


COULD IT BE????!!

9:53:00 PM


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

life cannot get any more boring and dull than it currently is.

im so tired, i feel like sleeping my life away.
my eyes are now half their size
and my stomach folds into layers when i slouch.

i hate _j so much, i sometimes feel that
expulsion is more beneficial than routine schoolling.

would someone like to tell me that
prelims are just around the corner?

cause i aint feeling it.

ugh.
im dam tired but i refuse to sleep cause i just ate.
the stomach is so big and gross right now;
the idea of sleeping with something so big and round...
mann. iiew.

ugh. i wanna watch oc but theres NO MORE fuck.
desperate housewives is my next best alternative for now.
escapist!
drama serials are the best forms!
i indulge~
:))

10:23:00 PM


Sunday, July 22, 2007

note: i need plastic surgery, pronto!:(

12:37:00 PM


it was lovely seeing nicole again:D
haha fel and i have missed her dearly woo!
EVEN MARK THINKS SHES CUTE MUAHA:))

WED WED WED!!!
(although its tentative haa) :))

12:33:00 PM


Thursday, July 19, 2007

to relapse - its so easy.
and im sad to say im guilty of it.

and i wonder when i'll ever curb it for good.
looks like not any time soon.

ive told my mom about my saturday arrangements.
she did a silent assent to my decision.
:) i love my mom for always being so supportive
i love:))

unlike some people.

ugh.

ive lost all mood.
just watching the 9 o clock show.
then maybe i'll bed early.

9:11:00 PM


Sunday, July 08, 2007

countdown:
5 days ;
7 days

:)
i cant wait!
i just hope things will go smoothly and/or beyond.
thats all i ask.
cause special occasions mostly never work for me (how sad)
okay okay i cant believe how time flies hoo!

10:53:00 PM





HAHA the pictures explain it all.
yes, my maid put my shoes out to dry at the EDGE of my balcony.
wind was pretty nasty and BLEW THEM TWENTY STORIES DOWN.
haha. looks like they've(my shoes) suffered quite a bit i must say..
my maid's smart
she came up with that idea whereas i thought of calling the guard (how smart)
and i feel bad cause i think she thought i was gonna scold her
and she looked like she was on the brink of tears.
but hey! i didnt okay...
not at all.
i even helped search.
and luckily we had tall mark around to save the day!hahaha
cool eh.
i was initally frantic okay.
im too lazy to season another pair.
and i dont want any more scars at the back theyre ugly:l

9:50:00 PM


omg zilch completion in terms of homework.
ive been rotting my weekend awayy.
this morn zi and i just kept rolling on our beds for about 2 hours
just talking bullcrap
and my stupid flu that has been with me since saturday morning
has caused the ultimate drowsy effect
resulting in me constantly falling asleep!
ive slept for a grand total of about 23 hours over sat and sun!
i feel guilty but at the same time...
im ultra passive ughh.
ive got the lazy blood in me which i need to shake off.

to summarize,
fri + sat + sun = sleep eat tv online mark/out (cause out=mark!haha.okay,whatever)
and we do the viscious cycle thingg...
just like how anzar likes to speak about urban heat islands HA.
i despise her.
she seems to hold some hatred against me laa!
i bet she thinks everything 218 said,
came mostly from me.
i sense it.
the vibes just keep coming i tell you....
and she's so defensive tskk.(yea,out of point)
well, people, in general, dont like you, face up to it.
nuff said.

guilt trips during gp when i dont do his hw
but then again, i honestly feel some are pure lame and stupid.
grammer exercises??wtf?!
its like humiliating la please...
like i said,
i refuse.
even speed reading exercises,i personally find them useless.
and a pure waste of precious RESOURCES(speak of saving the earth,oh plss) and my time.
vocab and articles yes i say are helpful but..
aiyaa. lazy.
should i start doing geog hw now?
but im... so... lazy.
ugh.
oh and 2 hours of gp lect tmr morn omg can faint.
yes, im in a whiny and complainy mood right now.
mark is napping and ive no one else to blabber it out to.
so HERE! for you people reading this haa.
*offerss:))

oh and yess.
why wont my flu just GO AWAY?
i took pills,
but to no avail,dammit..

oh gosh.
its almost shi dian.
(trying to brush up on my MOTHER TONGUE here)
haha i think im having hardcore mood swings.
..........................ITS A SIGN!:x (oh-oh)

kayy.
i dread school i dread school i dread school.
oh and mark just asked me a question
that caused me to nearly slap my head.
"felicia's in your class?"
OMG.
*slap slap slap.
like, no other expressions are more suitable
so omg omg slap slap slap.

haha.
and guess what.
IM STILL FEELING SLEEPY!!!:X

9:17:00 PM


oh and yes!
mark and i coincidentally wore green today:)
and yes, its live earth day.
and it was also coincidental that we strode pass ps which was holding it
(right,right?)
ya.
i intended to but it completely slipped my mind.
so oO!:)

haha yess.
the littlest things in life thrill me.
some call it cheap thrill....
*shrugs

12:32:00 AM


next week is gonna be very eventful
and its beginning to stress me out.

not to mention school is gonna end
at hours whereby im supposed to be having my dinner!

so with the money i have in my hands,
how should i spend it?:l
STRESS.

12:01:00 AM


Saturday, July 07, 2007

oh wont the discontent take a 180degress turn,please?

unrest*

12:44:00 PM


Thursday, July 05, 2007

until we leave this behind,
don't fall.


11:12:00 PM


i create my own little self-delusional world daily
but i guess its okay if it makes me happy:)

today i ended at 210 and tomorrow at 140:)
so i jump for joy and say "YEAH YEAH BABY HOO-HA!!"
but sadly this friday is the only friday that i will be released
at such a heavenly hour.
yes, till this day i still abhor and bedamn this school.

nuff said.
ive got to start getting my body clock back in shape,
first and foremost.
late and short hours arent doing justice to both
my physical AND mental state.

shall skoot
and prepare for bed.
im finally done with my 30vocab words for gp and im proud.
(though i can barely rmb the meanings of the words i noted, NOT THE POINT)
and im ready for sch/lessons tmr! HA.
'cept ive still a pile of gp hw uncleared...
but like i told Sim.
im only gonna do vocab.
besides, i'll probably nv catch up with the work load.
and i dont exactly intend to.
yes, i keep taking for granted i can scrape through gp.
and im still at it...
so...
I WISH FOR LUCK!:)

10:47:00 PM


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

what do i have to do?cut my wrist,punch the wall,bang my head,so that you'll be satisfied?

8:29:00 PM


oh crap fel just reminded me of geog and gp hw.
and my cousins are currently occupying the house
what a nuisance.

i swear im damm irritatable now.
push a wrong button and im gonna blow up in your face.
i think the heat, stuffiness and humidity has
contributed to my irritability.
ugh.

i needa take a chill pill a-sap.

7:44:00 PM


baby come back, any kind of fool could see
there was something in everything about you
baby come back, you can blame it all on me
i was wrong, and i just can't live without you

*looks at jiayu HAA

6:21:00 PM





kudos to Adam Brody, Josh Duhame and Chris Evans:)
yes, its called boredom..

6:15:00 PM


im dead bored at home.zilch to food and tv shows
so im simply glued to the comp in an attempt to occupy myself
to escape the evil clutchess of boredom...
i had planned to study but i woke to a terrible headache
and swollen eye,after more than 12 hours of sleeping,
which gave me the perfect excuse to circumvent studying.

i wish As were over so i can revel in television series
consecutively right from episode one.

yawn.
my mom's back.
and i await dinner since lunch(if you can even call it that)
was most pathetic.
i cant imagine the period whereby we have to consume food daily from out
when there's a revampment of the kitchen.
especially if im home alone and no one may buy food back for me.
the utter horror.

5:26:00 PM


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

*rolls eyes

ugh. ive no comments.
and today just went from great to downright bad.
it wasnt bad bad but you get my drift...

im stoned tired
bothered pissed troubled annoyed
unhappy and what not.

random but i realised ive been bumping (into people)
quite often these few days

oh. and great news cause there's no school tmr.
but hey.. it aint really perking me up.

im gonna take a bath...

10:51:00 PM


Monday, July 02, 2007

/ Jiaying ; says:
ehh !
/ Jiaying ; says:
jun!
/ Jiaying ; says:
I HELP YOU DO OKAY?!
jun says:
its okay dear
jun says:
really ahh!
jun says:
ure so swt
jun says:
but its too much
jun says:
i dont wantt!
jun says:
i 'll feel bad
/ Jiaying ; says:
no ! jun! i really want you to do well
/ Jiaying ; says:
im honest
/ Jiaying ; says:
so let me help you out?

omg she sure knows how to rub guilt in my face
for all ive done or rather...
NOT done.

ugh.
and i'll be taking another guilt trip tmr as well.
shall it end all tmr? till 15 nov?


/ Jiaying ; says:
oh no !! i dont want to pressure you .!! but i want you to want it for yourself
/ Jiaying ; says:
and you shd know you can get it if you want it!
/ Jiaying ; says:
(:
/ Jiaying ; says:
trust me, it's worth the fight now
/ Jiaying ; says:
really!
/ Jiaying ; says:
it's worth every bit of grrr it comes along with the studying

ahh!
FROM WED ONWARDS AH!

btw i honestly think she's one of the dam miserably few who
actually think i can do well.
ah well.
i dont dare say 'i'll prove them all' in case...
HAHAHAHA:X

11:17:00 PM


please don't cry
you know i'm leaving here tonight
before i go i want you to know that there will always be a light

and if the moon had to runaway
and all the stars didn't wanna play
don't waste the sun on a rainy day
the wind will soon blow it all away

so many times i'd planned
to be much more than who i am
and if i let you down i will follow you 'round until you understand

that if the moon had to runaway
and all the stars didn't wanna play
don't waste the sun on a rainy day
the wind will soon blow it all away

when the days all seem the same
don't feel the cold or wind or rain
everything will be okay
we will meet again one day
i will shine on, for everyone

so please don't cry
although i leave you here this night
where ever i may go how far i don't know
but i will always be your light

10:38:00 PM


im tired again from today!
just got home not long and OH!
my appetite has shrunk pretty much:))
but i doubt it'll last cause school is gonna commence from
wed on ugh. dammit..

la says im too obsessed with AA.
which is true haha.
i want her goddammit:l

oh yeah.
present hunting was a failure.
even the brief hunt for transformers figurines HAHA
i want the kind that can transform
and the key chain kind.
bumblebee of course hurrr.

OH! and im watching it again tmrr:)))
and GOING BACK TO SN TO EAT:D
i super cant wait.
but the idea of tmr = school the next day.
dreadful.

oh well...

and ree!
please haunt me i think i'll need it.
cause im still feeling the holiday mood haaa:X

oh yes and everybody deff wantss to smack me.
well, all i can say is.......

SMACK THAT!

haha whatever lame...
DESP HOUSEWIVES though its... the...
fav scenes thingy today.
YAWN...

9:52:00 PM


Sunday, July 01, 2007

fyi i totally hate aunties and ah ma s.
some deserve to perish in hell.
*rolls eyes

ugh nuff of that.

--I CANT WAIT TO WAKE UP
to a beautiful day that awaits me tmr:))

10:45:00 PM


my eyes are cringing up from pure tiredness
dried up eyes and eyebags that simply weigh it down...
its probably the lack of sleep from the night before..
've been out since 11+ and i usually can last longer.
i'll probably hit the sack real soon...

i only jump for joy at the fact that there's no sch
tmr and the day after.
otherwise id be cursing and swearing now...

oh yeah.
bitching session with jose = :) .
i mean...

jkjy!

we rock and rule muaha:D

10:16:00 PM