tantalizing sultry      



Sunday, July 30, 2006

i think this is my most boring sunday thus far.
soo boring till the point i cant study
cause studying will only make my sunday more boring
and i wont allow that.
i'll start studying tomorrow and will hit the sack soon.
im really tired though i did nothing much today.
am tired and unhappy bout this very boring sunday. :l

DAY AFTER TODAY IS AUGUST!
and i hope it'll be a good month:)
all i know is that it'll bring me a holiday!
which july s dont have. :l

11:02:00 PM


you put the blame on me again

10:44:00 PM


oh yeah!
i forgot to mention--

my WHOLE class is f*ing hell down for SSSP.
YES, of course im unhappy about it.
like, i can only study productively on my own accord so...
millions of forcing wont work on me.
*spits on the idea
though we're granted the decision to do it within our breaks
(i greatly appreciate it)

but its still a hassle to have to scan in your card
(or whatever we have to do) to sorta "proof"
you're studying to the teachers.
like.. im sure that would corroborate that we're actually studying-.-
okay. i wanna quit the complaining or it'll go on and on and.....

so all in all,
im unhappy -.-

6:50:00 PM


tests tests tests.
that bests describes this week.
and of course not forgetting piles of assignments as well!

econs test, lit test, geog hw, math file and corrections
are ALL (due) on wednesday!
'hurray' cause lit's postponned to wednesday
cause of the H1 chem people which means....
right after econs test is lit test!

yeah...
tell me about it...
-.-

6:05:00 PM


oh crystal ball crystal ball save us all
tell me life is beautiful
mirror mirror on the wall

5:58:00 PM


i think im gonna be hooked onto
LIFE
as we know it
i think its better than one tree hill which ...
will have to do wayy better for me to ever get hooked onto it.
no idea why many craze over it.
BUT id say that oc still is ranked no. 1 ! :)
it beats all hands down!
its great i tell you! haha :))
and...
im officially unhappy humph.
(over a trivial matter of which i wont say of course..)

3:43:00 PM
























nathalie kelley in tokyo drift:)
she's pretty pretty:]

1:27:00 AM


i have to block out thoughts of you so i don't lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

1:01:00 AM


loving the weekends and dreading the weekdays ahead! :l
friday was great! though i only managed to meet him at 9pm.
but it ended off with tokyo drift:)
ive watched all 3 i would proudly say! cause i like:))
though not much plot and the usual racing of cars.

and today ended off with cabaret.
well.. it wasnt really nice and all...
but certainly entertaining:)

hmm. and i dread sundays cause it means school's coming.
roar.
why cant everyday be a weekend?
now all im looking forward to is 9th aug!
cause it means....
HOLIDAY!
lets all jump for joy:D

12:46:00 AM


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

only thing that consoles me from this time of the month
is the festival that comes after this spooky season--
MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! :D

i dread the school days
but come friday and the weekend.......
would mean a full week of tests by the time its over.
school is )(@&$()&@)(%&%)#!!! -.-

weekends are bliss.
but this weekend i'll have to do some minimum amount
of studying and that really puts me off.
i wanna play! humphh

10:34:00 PM


today's the first day of.... :S
I DONT LIKE! :[

im loaded with work and i dont like! :(
there's a sudden geog test on thursday
(on globalization la omg)
math tutorial by friday
lit test on monday
math file on wednesday
as well as econs test

all of which....
ive not started except for the tutorial
(only left the reflective summary)

and im lacking sleep.
im tired :(

and my differentiation test today = comfirm fail
i couldnt remember the formulas la!
omg dam stupid

differentiate tanx = -sec(square)x la
and cotx = cosecx

like.. not smart only...
like.. dam smart -.-
i blame the headache and the lack of sleep.
pfft.
cause the test was beyond easy:(
i would hate to admit its that im just getting dumb:l

anyway i finally met laura today!
haha. :)
its been a month!
and tomorrow it's JOSE TIME! :)
ohh revive the jkjy love~!

we shall take photos despite how ugly we look!
YAY! i really need to use the looooo now so..:]

9:59:00 PM


Monday, July 24, 2006

i'll practice math during desperate housewives
since ive wasted my whole day :l
--
im in a holiday mood-
WHY! >l

9:20:00 PM


and how your scent lingers even when you're not here

stole his shirt when i needed one on sunday.
its washed! but his smell still linges on the shirt :]

im bored-

9:12:00 PM


my hamster's the most adorable thing! :]]
i dont ever want them to be extinct!
i love the big fat ones!!
they're big and fat therefore nice to cuddle
but they're like extinct in stores :'(
kill the dwarfs! roar!!

SQUISH SQUISH MY HAMMIE! :))
i love it when they just wake up
cause they're so blur and they can barely walk properly hoho
love love!! :))

8:22:00 PM


whats terrible is that ive a math test tomorrow
(on differentiation which i stink like shit at:l)
and up till the time i reached home till now ive been online non-stop!!
ARGH
(not even for toilet breaks or
even for food!*gasps)

furthermore i took early leave
hoping to get some rest but.....
f* it seriously

im thinking of skipping school tomorrow roar.
i doubt i will though :l

5:35:00 PM


tonight our spirits will be climbing to a sky lit up with diamonds

3:31:00 PM


"When your relationship starts to break down, you need AAA:
an Apology, Affection, and a promise of Action. You say you're
sorry for what you've said or done to hurt or disappoint your
partner. You immediately offer a hug, a kiss—some meaningful
gesture of warmth. You pledge to do something that matters to
your partner."

— Mira Kirshenbaum, psychotherapist
-- and
author of The Weekend Marriage

:)


2:26:00 PM


the class missed me when they were at obs says muriel!
YAY! :)) who doesnt love being missed?:)
oh well....
anyway the cramps
are really killin' me:(

12:53:00 PM


im hooked onto this girls blog secretly.
she's sooo gorgeous i just cant take it!!!

_______

and
quote & unquote john!


______" skirts should be like essays,
______short and sweet,
______but long enough to cover the subject "



:) i like!

and extreme boredom
results in major blogging rampancy--

12:12:00 PM


memories:)
it may be quite gross to some but to me its a whole different feeling:))








those were the days when the both of us were still studying.
and these were the resultant effects-
productivity and grades were on the downside
but lovin' was high up:)

and if i had a chance to do it all over again,
i wouldnt change a single bit of how i spent my time:)

retaining isnt that bad!
cause i always make great friends in the process!:)
in sec3 was jq,dora,trish,jiang,ree especially
and in j1 its cherlyn,niccole,john especially and.................
some more!:) HAHA.
so 'YAY' to retaining! :X
i mean......
i get longer bus concessions too! HAHA

11:58:00 AM


took early leave at 930 today:)
and managed to catch a bit of miss universe!
i wanted miss japan to win soo badly! oh well :/

i have a math test tomorrow
but i thought it was the following tuesday
BUT NO.......
pfft.

i cant wait to roll around in bed:)
days are soo boring even that, is fun :l

dont know why but suddenly everyday seems really dreadful.
i need to find something exciting to look forward to! :[

and tonight desperate housewives!
and WEDNESDAY.......
drum roll please!!
OC!!!!!! :D
okay. now thats something id say
really brightens me up.
I LOVE! :):):)

11:24:00 AM


Sunday, July 23, 2006

mark's taking forever!
at least he has finally boarded 14 at dhoby!
so its 20mins before he reaches my house busstop!
dinner it is...
but im still full!
i ate TOO much this afternoon!
im still full cause i was still eating at 6+ HAHA.
im a PIG! :l

8:45:00 PM


im not as perfect as you'd like
im not so prenned or supremed baby as you'd look for--

8:27:00 PM


youre nothing but a
unreasonable nincompoop.

i need a breather--

8:17:00 PM


plans for friends--
of which i stopped for a while...

thrilling tuesday with la
wonderful wednesday with jose
fantastic friday with jq etc!

haha. friday is a tentative plan.
but jose is finally back!
and the last time i met her when she was back in sg.....
were the days i werent even with mr M yet! so...

overseas studying aint the best option id ever vote for.
BUT now that she's back is all that matters! :)

ALRIGHT! :D

cause im suffering from
overwhelming boredom-ness! :l

7:58:00 PM


Saturday, July 22, 2006

anyway last night was a tad bit crazy!
went out in the evening with mark wilin travins vincent,
and..................................
then later..... i only slept at 5+am!
without feeling really tired at all :o
which is really rare!
i mean, i can sleep standing on trains and buses and all..
which goes to show how tired i always am
HMM.

im bored.
should be going out later?
but for now,
im bored stiff :l

and i bumped into jq last night!:)
haha:)))

4:12:00 PM


you Stink! :[
with a captial 'S'! pfftt.

4:10:00 PM


Thursday, July 20, 2006

linwei [since you complained :x]
enlarged photos can be seen if you click on the photos
and there's another button to enlarge it further again:)

anyway didnt go to school today:)
slept for a grand total of 14 hours!
cheers!
recuperation baby~
haha. i needed it:)

furthermore 1st day programme was horrible.
and i would specifically direct the blame to the learning journey-.-
at bukit chandu.
was having flu the entire day furthermore
which resulted in a slight fever when i got back.
we waited 45 bloody minutes for the f*ing coach at the most undesirable place.
we cursed the bloody uncle driving the bus
and really hopes he'll get sacked!
and i have this fishy feeling that YJ hired the cheapest company.
and i wonder why pfft.

and good news cause....
TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!

-jumps up and down in overwhelming joy
haha. yes, i love to exaggerate.
oh wells..
cant blame me as,
if there were no traces of exaggeration
in my mediocre-rated life, it
would make it...
undoubtedly boring! :l

and.... i wanna play soo hard cause it feels like the holidays!
(since them virgin-OBSers are feeding the mosquitos at P.U)
it really feels like a holiday to me!
which is a bad thing
cause i always sense the holidays many times quicker
than i get the feel when i have to be serious
and get down to work! :l
boo...

ANYWAY
forgot to mention this, the other time i blogged!
the album was a success! :D
so i would really like to thank some people:)
especially to linwei, ching:)
your ideas really helped!
fellie who gave opinions when i needed them
and accompanied me while i did the crazy amount of sticking, etc.
going all the way to NP before geog started
just to print out one last picture:)
and to dearest meryl who helped me hunt down
the meow meow in school.
and the other people who helped in one way or another!
and thanks to cheryl for the wishing too! :)

hmm...
my life is boring!
i need some entertainment! poo....

8:25:00 PM


Monday, July 17, 2006

150706 (1year!)






























the rest of the photos are either ugly or..
are duplicate facial espressions ha.

dinner was the loviest ive had in my entire life! :)
(with people apart from the family)

at Angus Steak House.
the food was lovely lovely lovely :)
right from the appetizers!

AND with my most favvvourtie dessert -- tiramisu! :D
which sealed the meal COMPLETELY! :]

and the dearest who made me a big square tiramisu cake!
awww.............
*melts
his very first and only baking experience!
rounds of applause please! :))
i give him 10 stars out of 10 for credit! :D

--

lets countdown to year TWO! :)

11:20:00 PM


130706
Mark's birthday! :)

it was nothing special,

but it was swamped with red hott sizzling lovin'!~





























the first photo was taken when we were super shagged.
we were really tired and it was time to part!
so faces werent the most pleased :l

11:12:00 PM


Sunday, July 09, 2006

im finally home!:)
havent been home since friday evening.

friday met miss loo jingqin to watch havoc. :o
every scene was breast-filled-
even at random times when it wasnt even apropriate.
it was soo horrific till i even dreamt about BREASTS!!
(which were SUPER related to my life)
which made it
84378072940358290375 times more scary. :''(((
i woke up NEARLY at the point of tears
was how @&$*#(%^ the dream was... -.-

after that i went home to bathe then met mark.
and went to arab street after

with wilin and travins.
wee hours are fun once in a while :))
and it was prata house for supperr!
though.. i didnt eat haha.

saturday met jq dora ree and jiang for awhile
to really catch up
(cause it was forever since we ALL met up)
and trish i thought you knew or would call!
it wasnt intentional! :l

then swoop off to meet mark again:)
and wilin.
went wilin's house for awhile
then off to MOS.
2 more minutes and we would have to pay $10 more
SO we were all hands-stretched-out
and ready to be chopped
and SAVED!! HAHA. :x
some of wilins friends were there as well hmm...
anyway........

FUN id say it was:D
haha... :)))

and now im home sweet home!

many things happened at home!
my room airconditioner blew:s
and the comp area's lights are gone:l
(as in it blew
and even changing the bulb

doesn't help)
strange!

oh well!
I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEKEND!
HOOHA!
i love my life! haha.
as in.. sometimes...
when its 247 F-U-N
ha:x

but now its back to reality
and i have homework due
but.....
the album's gonna come first.
(look at my priorities again)
but but but
im gonna make the album superr plain and simple
BUT it still needs aalot of work
cause even purely sticking the 100 photos
is already a major hassle.
ARG

and...
i cant wait for dinner! HAHA:)
CLAYPOT AT HOME!
WOOH!!

5:33:00 PM


Thursday, July 06, 2006

smart tv was installed yesterday! HAHAHA.
my DAD wanted it.
now my whole family can
MAXIMISE our tv entertainment!! :o

the whole album thing is stressing me out
till the point my eyebags are sinking in further.
cause i can feel the weight on my eyes
(i think now john would understand HAHA)

uhm..
i think im getting back GP tomorrow
and sure im hell worried cause i never pass.

STRESSES ASIDE.....
met JAS and AUD today! :)
jolly joy. i love (though it's like 1/5 of the clique)
clique outings!! :)
the joys of bitching:))
but hey.
SOMETIMES IT AINT MY FAULT.
sometimes i have to, to VENT on someone
and i can finally feel better
cause they will have the same sentiments.:)
SN GIRLS ROCK HARDCORE!:))

and i realised yesterday that--
i sleep EARLIER during EXAMS
and WAY later when not :O

hahaha.
and most people do the opposite
and burn the midnight.
used to believe in that but now i dont anymore.
sleep is always more important!:)

i have nothing more to say for now.
the brain has been emptied! UHMM...

10:23:00 PM


Wednesday, July 05, 2006

im steaming like a lingyong pau-.-
pissed, if you want another term..

i have lost all mood of any possible enthusiasm.
thus reached my pitstop for tonight.
i feel like roaring
just thinking about it---

*STOPS thinking about it

___________________________________


ANYWAY
some r
andomsss--

my eyebags are getting worse
and im getting rounder.

and the suspense for the block test results
ARE KILLING ME!! rarrhh!
ive only gotten back math.
HMM.....
(should i even comment on it?:l)

and GP should be a definate fail!
oh well..

im moody.
pfffffft.

HATE THE
MOOD-SPOILER!!!
ARGHH.


school sucks-.-
(another random remark)

cause im sour now and the world is KAAPUII! -.-

10:57:00 PM


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

oh and a random thought--

saturday was the FIRST time ive let my hair down since....
YEARS or something.
NOTE: hair which is not rebonded, permed or done by a salon.

and my short hair period isnt counted!
cause i COULDNT tie it so.. THERE! :o
and thus i meant it when i said he stole my vanity.
hmmmm..........

it's 1+am and about time i hit the sack.
or the eyebags will haunt the eyes of everyone.:(
NIGHT!!

1:14:00 AM


why do some people only talk to me
when they have to ask about econs?!
-glares at JOAN HIA and YI EN -.-

at least im fine with them both or.......
I WONT REPLY! hahaha.
im evil.
but i mean..
why help the people i dislike? :x
seriously..
will you?:o

ANYWAY
i super like the new peugeot ad:)

'in a womans world,
men will be tailored,
heels wont hurt
and diamonds will grow on trees'

:)
well, SOMETHING like that.
but yeah! i like:):)

12:36:00 AM


ive decided to start my whole countdown ritual again! HAHA

NINE more days to mark's birthday and
ELEVEN more days to one year! :)

it'd be nicer if it were both on the 13th but....
too bad i had a confused mind then! :l
ARGH. my bad..

now that i slept in the afternoon...
im far from feeling the teeniest bit tired.
my own doing, again.
*shrugs

anyway something to ponder over--

never ever for one moment think you're great (at anything)
for complacency will set in.

hmm. true right?
i think it even applies to the physical.
like, when you think you've finally hit your desired weight and size,
you'll usually start to think you deserve some fattening rewards and.....
BAM! you're fat (according to your own terms) again.
HMM..
i think aud and i will be the ones
who can totally relate to this, seriously..
hahaha. :X
and it applies to studies as well!
oh bloody human nature.. HAHA.

12:17:00 AM


Monday, July 03, 2006

im drowning in the depths of boredom!
and ive STILL YET to finish the econs essays!
its just soo tiring to write-.-

4:02:00 PM


Sunday, July 02, 2006

was watching some random show on channel U just now..
(not my idea of a tv channel wasn't my house and tv so no choices there for me..)
the gist of fiona xie's dialogue-

__________________________________

a man who loves you more than you do

(but doesn't hurt you)


OR

a man you really love
(
and vice versa)
but always hurts you...

__________________________________

AND THEN i wonder....
dont you?

11:29:00 PM


and so with watery eyes and a breaking heart, she keeps wondering why- why he can't be more understanding, more forgiving, and hell less petty. the more she tries to rectify, each try causes more friction. each blabber is bounced back harder, and is less sound. it's like an arithmetic progression, or maybe even a geometric progression.. the unforgiving mind constantly brings forth the past and shove it into the argument where possible. it's not her fault because this time she has done no faults to be accused of anything. but his inane mind insists everything is her
fault.
there must always this one who's willing to compromise.. but it's absurd for the same one, to always............

10:55:00 PM


i was shocked!
brazil AND england lost! -gasps
(wonder if linwei lost $$ hahaha)

oh wells...
TOMORROW'S YOUTH DAY
AND JOY TO HAVING NO SCHOOL! :D

im gonna go for food fests later HEH:)
i wanna explore them chilli crabs
and the thai food fest.
heard this years is much better than the past few.
YAY YAY TO THE GLORY OF FOOD!:)))

12:36:00 PM


john-of-ark says:
but you're in luck!
john-of-ark says:
this is like one of the most exciting match throughout the world cup so far
john-of-ark says:
it has everything except goals


haha.
random conversations
but i thought it was really funny though...
haha.

1:15:00 AM


and so i was in town and.....................
I BUMPED INTO MISS MERYL! :)
hahaha.
and what was funny was
mark was the one who spotted her:O

england and portugal still both nil.

oh well.
who cares about the world cup?
almost the whole world (in fact)
except me and mark HAHA.:))
the OTHER guys and their soccer...

-shakes head

but my father watches it everyday
so its hard to not hear the tv
and their ('their' cause my mom joins him ha)
roaring of utter disappointment
with england (for today) ha!

and.....
treetops apartment is like,
22k per month for rental!
yes! TWENTY TWO THOUSAND!

-gasps
deary deary me!

but the place
really was prettypretty:)

and its been more than a year
since ive seen xiao and steph:x
so it was really nice finally seeing them
after all my constant
'im not free'-BUT-cause-im-secretly-out-with-mark
thing going on....
OOPS.:l

12:35:00 AM


yeah you've said it!
finally some picture taking for us ha.
REASONS WHY I NEVER LET MY HAIR DOWN
ARE SELF-EXPLANATORY IN THE PICTURES!

























and i seriously think my face put on weight:(
and the hand picture thingy is lame.
some inside joke thing ha!

12:30:00 AM


Saturday, July 01, 2006

pictures from the BBQ!
at treetops apartment.
beautiful place:)































11:42:00 AM