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Friday, January 26, 2007

come to think of it,
i dont know which is worse-

being sick
or school and sssp.

10:09:00 PM


when will the pain go away?:(

9:06:00 PM


listen,
to the song here in my heart
a melody i've start
but can't complete

--

its daddy s birthday today
and ziyilove s birthday yesterday.

ilovethatgirltotheittywinnybits<3

and my ordered jap food has arrived!:)
being sick doesnt mean you have to
subject yourself only to porridge hur

mc for two days.
means i dont have to sssp tmr hurr:))

8:04:00 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007

imissmark(even though i just left him not long ago)
imissaud
and.....
i think i miss aud and aud, and aud.
i dont know why but its kinda making me feel very empty and all...
i knew i would be greatly unhappy about it
but i had no idea id affect me till the point im brooooooooooooooooooding over it.
UGH

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2:48:00 AM



i already miss you:(
it was too soon and i wasnt prepared.
i didnt expect jan to woosh past soo fast and next thing i know?
shes out of my grasp.
and one by one will they all leave...
imissaudlikeshit.
and soon i will dearlydearly miss la.
UGH.fuckkit.
somehow i just cant seem to express myself
but all i know is that im not very pleased with all that is happening...
____
and great.
not a single homework done.
schoolisf*edupshit.
why cant we all end early like rj gawddammit.

2:38:00 AM


Saturday, January 13, 2007

school has made every waking morning an early early one.
saturdays from now, are also included dammit..
and there you go,
making each day a worse, rather than a better one..
homework is up to the neck.
for math im gonna do hardcore copying- wholesale.
and for geog we split the work hardcore as well.
explains the ability to not burn my saturday to the books.

oh well...
annoyed, i am.

fedup.

when will this bullshit stop? honestly...
we are so much better off without all this crapshit.
but you choose to drag it in...
you did, you do, and still doing...

and why i ask myself daily...
why.

f* the bullshit.
f* everything aigte.

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11:30:00 PM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

lessons commence tomorrow!
oh the horror

and ive homework to hand in tomorrow which is not completed.
I DID IT (smiles and bows)
just that its scribbled all over the question paper cause i simply couldnt bother.
whats with writing it out so nicely and wasting your time
when it makes no difference if you just scribble(in terms of STUFF learnt)
SO YAH! whatever seriously...
i have only gp econs math pe tomorrow and i end at 4.
wonderful...

im very thirsty.
i shall go get a drink and head to bed!
im sleepy! and i'll need the rest to be able to stay awake during lessons hurr...

10:50:00 PM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

im tired.
and ive not done my math homework which is due friday.
and i dont even know how to do ONE BIT of DE and vectors
please, a around of applause...
AND ive got gp homework which i shall not collect YET!
and math tutorial 6.2 to be completed by monday.
%&@#!! :(

and im sure there's many more on the way
argh. and all i can think about is new shoes HAHA whatever...
okay. orientation is already kinda over
and i think some of my supposed group people dont know me still
HAHA but f*it seriously..
i had some friggin wet and gross fun today and i think my
limbs are starting to ache or something.
(yes im weak and have not exercised since God knows when)
and i shall look forward to PEs to become FITTER and.. LESS FLABBY!
my body is flabbilicious i swear...

i think mark's gonna be CALLED in on saturday
so ive got to find alternative ways to burn it.
SHALL I STUDY?? hurr...
f*it. i shall officially start the whole 'studying thing' next week.

meanwhile...
uh... i need to try to settledown.
and once i have, its gonna be a dam long year till i can start
playing fulltime again:l
lets hope i enjoy studying and
come the end of the year God will be there for my As and grades
for he AINT/ISNT/WASNT here right now
for i got the s*ckiest econs tcher around.
now, seriously..
like SERIOUSLY....
f* the whole dam arrangement.

9:03:00 PM


Sunday, January 07, 2007



circumstance led me to catch it, just,on disney hurr...

feel good show HAHA
but really really enjoyed it!! :]]]]
like, really really haha

OKAY!
lunch first:)


1:23:00 PM


yes, im dam random...

1:56:00 AM


this has been the most horrible week omg.
yah, right after the first of jan, things took a huge turn.
but not as huge as 360 unfortunately...
and gawd dammit!
im hating every bit of whats happening...

school
health
him

and what not.
tell me things could not possibly get any worse.

im just thinking....
if tcher___ causes me my A for ___subject...
yes. its gotta be my work too.
but.. thats not the point. oh well...
whatever...
just blame my friggin bad luck.
does bad luck ever run out seriously?

hmmm.
should i do math?
its something i have contemplated for too dam long...

1:48:00 AM


Saturday, January 06, 2007

btw i just realised ive already watched season 4 up till episode 8 already.
its HALFWAY more and the END of oc FOR GOOD.
omg.

oh yes,
yien and are mourning over the whole dam thing
and have concluded that there wont be a close substitute for it.
though we will try hunting down for one.

MEANWHILE,
ive got a math paper to do dammit.
and OOPS! even the holiday homework stack has yet to be completed!
well well, goott luckss to me when lessons commence for mee!

11:39:00 PM


you're such a m*f*ing sh*thead. UGH!
you just totally pissed the f* outta me.

4:31:00 PM


You won't see O.C. again

LOS ANGELES - The once-hot teenage soap
opear The O.C. has been cancelled.

The final episode of the TV drama, that saw
its ratings plummet during the last seasons,
will air in the United States on Feb 22, Fox
TV said on Wednesday.

The finale "will deliver real closure to the s-
eries, to the story we began telling four ye-
ars ago", series creator Josh Schwartz said
in a statement. "It will be fun and emotional
and I think really satisfying. It is the finale
we always planned to do."

Based in the affluent Orange County, Califo-
rnia, city of Newport Beach, The O.C. caught
fire in its first season in 2003-04, as the top
-rated drama among advertiser-favoured y-
oung adults and with a total audience of nea-
rly 10 million.

The show's story lines revolved around Ryan
(benjamine McKenzie), an outsider thrust in-
to a heady new world of money and sez, and
rich high-school kids including Seth Cohen (
Adam Brody) and Marissa Cooper (Mischa B-
arton) and their families.

The O.C. did not sustain its momentum, drop-
ping to about seven million weekly viewers d-
uring 2004-05 and then to fewer than six mil-
lion last season. This year, it has drawn only
about four million viewers.

The third-season finale's high drama, in which
Marissa was killed in a car crash, did not turn
the series around.

Fox ordered 16 episodes for the fourth-season
and all will be aired when the series concludes
in February, a network spokesman said.

Despite its brief heyday, the show helped est-
ablish cast members, including Barton, as fan
and tabloid favourites.

________________________

walao!
im the remaining four million and.....
they totally disregarded us.
yes, money motivated bafoons whatever..

its precisely cutting mischa off would
make it plunge further right? ughh.

this is truely disheartening :[[[ %$!!&#?!

2:57:00 PM


Thursday, January 04, 2007

ive decided to stop fighting my extremely weakkk body.
i keep falling sick i dno why.
immunity system plunged majorly...
and so....

im not going to school tomorrow.
i'll be home all day and will be very lonely... :l

am still feeling like a lump of very useless lard.
:[[[

9:35:00 PM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

EH F* LAH
I CANT BELIEVE IT STARTS TOMORROW LIKE...
F* NB CB KNN TMD AH!!!!! KB.
like... i dowannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
GAWD DAMMIT!!

mornings which i have to drag myself out of BEDDD...
a place i dont wanna be at...
with people.... that......... speak nonstop chinese....
and.... WITH PEOPLE I WANNA SEEEEE, NOT THERE!!!!!!

AND LA LETS MEET SOON PLEASE!
WE HAVE TO!
GOT TO!
FEB IS COMING...
WAYYY TOOO SOOONNNNNN!!!!!
*ROARR

10:03:00 PM



You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl

just look at my gorgeous here:l
she's forever gorgeous! everywhere everytime all the time!

and my feet are hurt all over:l
why must beauty be accompanied by pain?:l

1:45:00 AM


"lets get married so you can sleepover everyday!"

hahaa
most adorable eh?:)

i would say...
im really lucky to have found mark...
the one and only from yj i would say i would infinty%(!!!) keep for however long i can.

____________________________________________________________________________

im seriously gonna miss aud and la, BAD.
i hope they both return!!!! :[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[

luckily i still have my MSKH to rock my days meanwhile:)
BEING IN CHONGPANG WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
uhm... there hasnt been a possible comparison to start with, BUT!
being in such close vicinities....
OOO...
i simplyyyy cant wait!!~
WE CAN HAVE DINNER AT YISHUN AGAIN!!:D:D:DDD
and venture into chongpang, for me.
he's been there once.
and... i still have yet to. haha.

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i cant wait for the next holiday btw.
HAHA

but more so,
the TRUE one which starts
END NOVEMBER THIS YEAR!!!

omgg i guess thats the only day
im truely looking forward to this year so farr hahaha

12:46:00 AM


Monday, January 01, 2007



mann im looking at pictures of her and missing her real bad in oc
just like how ryan is:'[

just look at her bodd!
i can probably drench her in my drool as gross and perv as it sounds.
i love(and i mean love) looking at hot girls.
though they get me feeling nothing but
REALLY envious AND deprived, of course...
everybody with eyes will agree with me, sadly...
ALRIGHT!
im feeling lousy now
cause i really love food and hate exercising too damm much!

9:03:00 PM


HAPPY 2007!!!

last night was a true experience.
haha. i must say, i did have fun despite having to take care of everybody around me AND
despite drinking damm little.
haha. mark and i were the most sober people.

i bet they probably think im a party pooper for i barely drank. :[
but private rooms are most certainly more fun.
i regret bringing a bag though..
damm irritating.

and my feet got trampled on:(
polish scarped off AND nails CHIPPED OFF:[[[

we took dno how bloody long to even call a cab
and when we boarded it was about $10 already haha.
but mark forced me awake at 12++
feeling most irritated for having not enough rest for we slept at 6+!

and now im home AND ALONE for im too tired to be mobile...
JUST when im finally home,
everyone else is out.

parents went to catch a show which ive already seen
thus didnt join them.

oh yeah.
i have yet to touch my homework.
'but imyoure soo tired iyou cant even speak properly' says my mom.

new year resolutions?
ive been too busy to even make them.
2007 started off well!
and i hope THAT insinuates the days ahead of 2007:)
and may it not turn into a ugly year!
would be certainly most hated!:(

i will and shall enjoy the last day of my holiday tomorrow
and think of dreadful homework the minute i wake on wednesday!
i wish myself all the best in school work this year
for its gonna start off REAL BAD!:$
but im about 50% mentally prepared for whats to come.

im broke and very unprepared for school.
no new bag shoes etc
haha.
that, and of course, work and preparation for blocks.
i think i'll do one of the worst HAHA
but like i said, im on my way CAUSE im already 50% mentally prepared:]

reopening of school means shaggy days
and worse dark eyerings.
all the wonders makeup can no longer cover in THAT grotesque premise.
shall you see the uglier days of me.

AND i will have to update my archives.
LOOK AT THE AMOUNT YEARS IVE BEEN BLOGGINGG!

and ive washed my hair twice.
i still smell the smoke.
its kinda nice though hahaha

8:06:00 PM